met my sweetie, Jessica after my Visual Basics quiz today so that we could have a girls' talk session together .. we've got so much to share!!



thanks for waiting for mi, darling :)



anyway, im glad that today is our last day of school... but im also sad that the holidays are onli 2 weeks and that there's just so SO much things to do... PROJECTS, ASSIGNMENTS ,EXAMS & ETC.. all due after 2 weeks break!!



no wonder, they said, life is never a bed of roses :(



went shopping at Bugis, cos it's more convenient for both of us... i bought onli a tag that displays my date of birth.. cos i find it quite unique..

after which, we spent most of the time... chatting..

i told Jess that i just dun understand why some people just like to gossip things about mi.. like saying that im popular cos im a FLIRT...im always SO FAKE and that im a BOOTLICKER...

i seriously don't knoe wad you gain from spreading all these rumours..and gossiping abt mi... you may thing it's fun but i dun see the humour... i think u are just trying to get self-esteem or something like that.. sometimes, just think before u speak, and put yourself in the shoes of the ones' that u gossip about.. if pple gossip and spread rumours abt u, do u like it?

actually, i dunno why im the target of yours... especially that i had nothing against you, and i didnt mingle with you as well...in fact, i didnt even knoe u well... so pls dun make any comments about mi ... well, the reason y u are doing all these are probably, u're jealous cos despite of everything, i've got everything and u didnt...

anyway, i dun think that im popular at all...perhaps i should say that if u wan to have or know more friends, please check ya attitude and how u treat others instead.....ooh ya, & everytime u gossip abt others, it also brings about how u carry yourself..your character and so on....get it?

by the way, jessica and i talked about relationships and we both agree that...

1) when u love someone, u dont see his faults...instead, u will endure & forgive despite of everything he had done...

2) if you love, you must not expect anything in return & must prepare to accept the pain...

3) when quarrels arise, i guess it's better for the outsiders not to interfere, as things may become much more complicated...

4) sometimes, in anger, we may say something that hurts.. & thus the other party misinterpreted the actual message.. well, everything that was said in anger is not neccessarily be the truth... saying things like " you mean nothing to mi", "i cant be bothered" , "i hate u"... etc are perhaps just a way of frustration or trying to hide the pain... in other words, despite of everything, u are still someone special in his/her heart...

5) sometimes, loving someone is just like a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed... i believe time will heal all wounds..

6)you cant choose who you gonna love, but you also cant just love the one who chooses to love you...

very true, huh?

Jess and i chatted and shopped till 10.30pm, den we decided to go home since all the shops had already been closed..


~~ tata