* sweet innocence *

Thursday, July 31, 2008

.: reflections :.

apparently,

everyone is experiencing the same situation...

pple feeling angry..

pple feeling sad...

pple feeling hurt...

pple feeling betrayed...

pple feeling... etc.. etc.. etc...

haiz... :(

why couldnt the world be a happier place to live in??

why couldnt we be free from all the quarrelling, hatred or wadsoever ??

being humans, as always,

we will think of other's faults.

blaming other pple for wad they had said and done.

on the other hand,

however,

we never reflect on our actions, our speech and etc..

perhaps we should just let go of unhappy stuffs and

be magnanimous,

be forgiving,

and stop pursuing on who's right or who's wrong...

cos if we do

it's never-ending....

we are humans....

and no human is perfect..

PS:

jessica, dont be affected by ya classmates... be it, they are venomous or pretentious or wadsoever...dont be sad or angry or hurt.. try to be magnanimous...and perhaps. everything will be okay , the next day.. at least, you still got me, i still got u.. that's all it matters.. im lucky to have u as my closest friend in poly.... MUACKS :) i love u .

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

5:46 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

.: *Magnanimous* :.

Magnanimous

1.	generous in forgiving an insult or injury; free from petty resentfulness or vindictiveness: to be magnanimous toward one's enemies.

2.	high-minded; noble: a just and magnanimous ruler.

proceeding from or revealing generosity or nobility of mind, character, etc.: a magnanimous gesture of forgiveness

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oh well,

relates everything to my dear uncle,

unhappy stuffs that happened over the past weeks...

be it quarrels, schoolwork or etc..

all he did was

gave me one word

n that word is

Magnanimous

:)

ya. i should be forgiving

and not to give a damn over silly and childish stuffs ..

-ZIP-

:)

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

11:08 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

.: random :.

Never EVER judge a book by it's cover..

some people are born to be PRENTENCIOUS...

some pple are just so VENOMOUS...

SO SCHEMING ...

dun get fooled by their appearance!

sadly, we humans tend to get deceived by such pple...

LOL..

n we dont even realise it..

until...

perhaps one day....

:)

it's too late...

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

3:41 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

.: so happy!! :.

its been ages since we are so happy :)

how great it is to hang out together once again..:P

muacks. i love u.

watched Hellboy at AMK hub.. after which, we wanted to go BISHAN to have neoprints.. but apparently, the shop was gone.. perhaps being moved or smt..

so baby and i went to the arcade....

and we saw this machine!!!

hehe and we waited for a golden opportunity...

see that? ! haha.. baby placed a coin into the machine.... and BINGO!!!!!!

WE'VE GOTTEN this 2 doggy keychains... so coincidental rite? both are sausage dogs.. apparently, the machine got teddy bear keychain n etc.. but weeee!! we are so lucky and we got the same dog keychain :P

dun envy us :P

this is his.... green one :)

and this is mine!!! yellow one :)

after which we went to the food court and have our dinner :P

beef NOODLES!!

TATA!! our food.. hehe.. yummy!! and our doggies :P

hehe.. bibi took a photo of mi when im not aware :P

hhaha.. i feed him!! :O so funny!!

and here is a photo of us :)

haha.. so sweet!!

im so lucky to have u..

MUACKS :)

gdnite!!

sweet dreams!!

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

11:37 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

.: . :.

Baby, this is for u :

You had me from the very start

It was to you I gave my heart

You told me that you'd never leave

But yet you'd give me the room to breath

You said that you would make everything okay

And that you wouldn't go away

You held me tight

And all through the night

I gave you my heart

I gave you my all

And you caused my whole world to fall

I guess I don't really blame you

For all that you do

It's more or less what you didn't do

I'm sorry for the way that I hurt you

:(

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

12:07 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

.: tears :.

drowning myself in tears...

i just cant help it.

sorry.

sometimes it seems so hard to communicate, and every thought of yours is to give up.
you said you cant take it anymore,
yeah me too.
dont know why, it doesnt hurt as much as last time.

numb.

放弃是为了更好的爱

　　有一天，老鼠对猫说：我爱你。猫说：滚远一点！老鼠流下一滴眼泪走了；但是谁也没有看到，就在老鼠转身的时候，猫也流下了一滴眼泪.....其实，有一种爱，叫做－－放弃！放弃该放弃的是无奈，放弃不该放弃的是无能，不放弃该放弃的是无知，不放弃不该放弃的是执着

很多时候，过去是无从想念的。遗失了发黄的照片，遗失了曾经保存很久的东西，遗失了枯萎的记忆。伸出手，抓不到任何东西。也许，总有些东西会留在生命最深处，深深浅浅的痕迹，当心轻轻拂过，已不会感到疼痛，只有一份麻木

一段以为会天长地久的爱情走到了落幕的时候。一个以为会执他（她）之手，与他（她）偕老的爱人走到了分手的时候。我们该如何面对。该如何给这段感情一个交代，该如何给爱过的，也正爱着的那个人一个结局。解决无非是两种。纠缠与不纠缠。

是的，我理解，我清楚，我明白

have u really cared for someone more than u expect?

have u ever tried to love him/her in spite of all the pain?

i dont have all the answers
to wads really happenning here
but to pass up this one chance
and never know.. is now my biggest fear...

as i sit here debating,
wondering wad to do
i know without a doubt
that i truly care for u..

i know the stronger these feelings become
the harder its going to be
to live each day of my life
without u next to me..

nite.

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

11:45 PM

.: if i see u next to never, how can we say forever? :.

i'll never trust a single thing you say. all your lies have got you floating up above us all.. but wad goes up has got to fall...

your vague perception of me
is worthless to my ears....

sometimes, i just wonder... why do pple chose to live in deniel, rather than to face it.... perhaps too afraid to lose wad they've got....

i know all of your thoughts
and trust me, they are all lies
u cant make assumptions
cos all u do, is lie

there is not an ounce of truth
in any word u say
yr lips have never spoken to me,
u barely ever look my way

how can i believe
wadever flows in my ears?
u sure dont knoe mi
and neither do yr peers..

i'll never feel anything else until my wounds are healed... the very worst part of us.. is me

he went; i wasnt ready
i suppose one never is
i wept, my heart so heavy
full of pain so desolate.

yet all the while a distant thought
was welling up inside
my pain was building walls
where in my heart could hide

safe from the place of no more smiles
no clever spoken lines
no reading of each other's thoughts
no warm hands soft in mind..

no truer gift could be bestowed,
nor could it have been script
for in these walls were stored the jewels
of the times we once had.

world is cruel
love is blind
lost in sadness
blur in mind
heart is broken
flame has died
time has passed
and he's not mine

show me a reason
give mi a sign
tell mi the way
we fall out of line
is it today?
or is it tonight?
we'll find the answer to our life...

i was born when you kissed me and died when you left me.
cos, i lived for the time you love mi.

my time has gone
and so im gone
to a better place
far beyond.
i love u all
as you can see
but it's better now
cos we're free.

before i learned u loved mi,
i knew i love u too..
before i learned the worth of it
i was hurt and sore.
before i learned of us,
i hadnt learnt to cry..

a past that had been stripped away
by a tide tt washed mi dry.
and a past so dark n hesitant,
never knowing when to cry..

it's not missing u that kills me... it's knowing i once had u in my life that does...

once, we're inseparable,
we loved to be together,
and i tot i knew for sure
that we'd be forever.

i believed it in my heart
but it looks liks i was wrong,
i guess our relationship
just wasnt quite tt strong..

i dont knoe if u wanted us
to send someday,
but now we;re different pple
we're heading different ways...

u do not need to tell mi,
that pple can grow apart
that even the near and dear
may someday break yr heart...

the ones u love now,
cant guarantee tomorrow
and the ones that brings u joy
may also bring u sorrow..

for although things may seem
just perfect at that time,
pple sometimes change,
and leave your heart behind..

u do not need to tell me
i've been through it all enough
i knoe just wad it feels like
to lose someone tt u love..........

today i woke up,
the sun on my face,
and a hint of his shadow
he was gone without a trace
tt's when i realised ,
i was all alone....

the hurt im feeling now
wont disappear overnight
but someday somehow
i hope everything will be alright.........but im so not feeling alright now... LOL
i hope that day will arrive soon
for i dunno how much pain can i take anymore.

yesterdays over
even though the hurtings's not.........
dont take my love for granted
for soon, it will be gone..........

a feeling so deep down in my heart
makes mi feel empty when u're apart
the love u see in my eyes
is the sadness when i say goodbye........

Maybe to love
is alwaes to hurt deeply
n not just hurt
but to destroy...

knowing this awful farewell
has been in stored for us.........

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

2:14 AM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

.: LOL :.

how pathetic can humans get?

how vicious can humans become?

how scheming humans can be?

how desperate can humans get?

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

9:18 PM

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

.: 1 july 2008 :.

dinner at AMK hub with jessica and darling are fun!!

chatting while eating nasi briyani and roti prata... the chat was damn funny la.. :P

after which, we went home cos i had to packer for my youngest brother... felt super guilty cos when i reached home.. it's about 8.20pm already....

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lunch with peiqi and weiting was great in school too.. it's been so long since we had such a long lunch break and a nice chat :)

shared ice kachang with peiqi and poor weiting had to sit and watch us eating.. cos she's having a stomachahe..

haha... heard from peiqi that the reason of weiting's stomachache is cos of an incident that occurred a few days ago... and weiting is too nervous and for the next consecutive days , she had been having stomachache...

lol.. so funny la..i wonder is it the truth not.. or is it peiqi is just teasing weiting :P

haha.. poor weiting la.. kanna bullied by us..

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im so excited and im looking forward to tomorrow :)

there's just so much to expect!!

you ARE my SUNSHINE!

10:16 PM

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