tWinKle... twinkle little star... how i wonder where you are....

maybe.

2009-03-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

perhaps one day..

u will realise that i love u so much.

maybe.

perished.

2009-03-12T21:04:00.002+08:00

so this is the end.

end of me n u.

love sux.

wallow in self pity

2009-03-12T18:59:00.004+08:00

once we were separable.
we loved to be together.
and i tot i knew for sure.,
that we'd together.

remember, think of the good times. the good times is all it matters. wad's washed away is the sadness. the good things remains and will always remained.

i so wanted to believe in this..

sob... but im feeling so terrible after all u had said...

Let mi wallow in self pity

.

2009-03-12T16:14:00.002+08:00

its been the 4th day now..

where are u?

2009-03-12T15:13:00.003+08:00

i longed for u...

i longed for ya smile...

it's fading... slowly fading away...

we've got through so much...

n im sorry..

we've to let go now... everything tt we once shared..everything tt we used experienced together..

..............................................

we get to know each other cos.... we are merely poly classmates...

in the beginning, we dun even knoe each other existed..

we dun chat....

u've got ya own circle of friends... n i've got mine too...

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we're v different...we're are so different...

u are the good student.. whearas im the bad student..

be it tutorials..class work, or etc..

i dun pay attention in class... i dun do my work...i hate school.. i hate computers.. i hate to study the course that im not abit interested in... my studies are so damn lousy..

while on the other hand, u are all my opposite.. u like computers. u like the games.. u do well in studies.

teachers like u.. teachers find me a bother..

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i recalled... u are always.. so quiet... u seem to be in ya own world.. u dun smile... u will alwaes wear the black jacket, sit at a corner with ya friends..either playing ya PSP or sleeping... had no idea if u did pay attention in class... even if u didnt, u will still score well....

but for me,

im always there, chatting with friends in class....laughing and smiling... im more active in my CCAs rather than studies... campus concerts and all..

.............................................

AIYA......

STOP..................

why am i writing all this??!!

it's over.

accept it.

move on.

snowman.

2009-03-12T15:05:00.005+08:00

mr snowman..

u will stay with me rite?

eat with me.. listen to me.. cheer mi up..

u're drunk.

2009-03-11T21:51:00.003+08:00

when i see ya sms.. saying tt u are drunk...

im so worried...

i called ya friend. making sure u are well taken of.

saying tt im heartless or wadever...

i dun care..

though tears rolling down my cheeks uncontrollably , i must still say.

i have to leave u...

im sorry.

stop calling mi huhu............... stop sending all those sms to me.

u knoe it;s over..

so dun do this to me..

pain

2009-03-11T21:14:00.002+08:00

i had already make up my mind that .....

i should'nt have called him..

he is safe.. with his friends..... but

why my itchy hands have to give him a call ??!!!!!!!!!!!

why... i tot i already make up my mind

not to sms or call him alr so that he can forget mi easier...

i should be harsher..

ya. its for his own good.

i have to do the extreme although it will hurt him so much..

i cant sms or call him..

i must control.

i should be harsher.. i should ignore him totally ...

rite?

love

2009-03-11T17:31:00.002+08:00

wad is love?

love is too hard for mi to comprehend.

he went; i wasnt ready.
i suppose one never is.
i wept, my heart so heavy.
full of pain so desolate.

yet all the while a distant thought
was welling up inside me
my pain was building walls
wherein my heart could hide.

safe from the place of no more smiles
no clever spoken lines
no reading of each other's thoughts.
no warm hands soft in mine.

no truer gift could be bestowed,
nor could it have been script
for all in these walls were stored with jewels
of the times we once had..

home alone.

2009-03-11T15:31:00.002+08:00

home alone..

pain.

is all i could ever felt.

...........................................................................

i miss u..it's been 3 days now... n i still feel the pain....

but . im glad that u have plenty of friends to accompany u.

at least....

they will help u more or less...

to stop u from broading over the past.

lost.

2009-03-11T11:45:00.002+08:00

the world's so big
i cant help by feeling lost....

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u deserve some1 better.. u yrself knoe it, dont u?

so dun cry.. dry ya tears... i feel so pain whenever i see u cry..

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u'll stand up soon..

it 's over

2009-03-10T22:07:00.003+08:00

every night, i dream of losing u..
n when i woke up today...
i realised tt the dream is true.

bleak.

2009-03-10T16:37:00.005+08:00

once upon a time..

somebody asked me, " why did u stop blogging? update leh.. let us knoe abt yr life... etc."

i replied with a smile and said,

"well, why do i had to waste my time blogging...when i could spend the time enjoying n spending every minute of my time with someone i loved so dearly...."

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sounds cocky rite? lolx..im proud to have that special someone..if i need a listening ear or someone to confide to... cosi knoe he will always be there for me..

in other words, the main reason that i blogged is because i can vent my emotions anytime and anytime i need a listening ear.. or somebody to confide to...

that is why mostly all the things i blogged are either v sad or v happy....

perhaps u can guess why i blogged suddenly?

because at this point of time.. on 9th of march...

mi n him ended our love for each other..

it's over..

random

2008-08-23T22:17:00.005+08:00

im starting to realise how small my world is.
perhaps not everyone is as nice as they appear to be,
and not all girls are so, innocent..

im just not used to facing bitchy ones,
i thought they'll never exist in my pretty lala land.

i hate myself for being so insecured,
yet, im tired of guessing
seeing the true self that they actually were ...

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some people are just SO interested in others' relationship..

they only know how to comment & judge on others instead of themselves..

talking as if they are some love GURU .

LOL.

how ironic.

i wonder how pple can get into a relationship when they are unsure of wad they truly want or who they truly love or do they love each other in the first place? or is it one sided? or love because of the sake of wanting a companion? or just because they dun wan to be lonely?

just dun understand and curious that

wad does love means to them?

and how do they define love?

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~peace~

2008-08-13T16:02:00.005+08:00

im so disappointed and hurt of you.....felt sorry for myself.........to think that tt i trusted and confided the wrong person all along. ... no matter wad thanks for listening to my sorrows and sadness the previous time.

now, pls stop messing n interfering with my life.

and i'll be thankful for that.

:)

reflections

2008-07-31T17:46:00.003+08:00

apparently,

everyone is experiencing the same situation...

pple feeling angry..

pple feeling sad...

pple feeling hurt...

pple feeling betrayed...

pple feeling... etc.. etc.. etc...

haiz... :(

why couldnt the world be a happier place to live in??

why couldnt we be free from all the quarrelling, hatred or wadsoever ??

being humans, as always,

we will think of other's faults.

blaming other pple for wad they had said and done.

on the other hand,

however,

we never reflect on our actions, our speech and etc..

perhaps we should just let go of unhappy stuffs and

be magnanimous,

be forgiving,

and stop pursuing on who's right or who's wrong...

cos if we do

it's never-ending....

we are humans....

and no human is perfect..

PS:

jessica, dont be affected by ya classmates... be it, they are venomous or pretentious or wadsoever...dont be sad or angry or hurt.. try to be magnanimous...and perhaps. everything will be okay , the next day.. at least, you still got me, i still got u.. that's all it matters.. im lucky to have u as my closest friend in poly.... MUACKS :) i love u .

Magnanimous

2008-07-30T23:08:00.008+08:00

Magnanimous

1.	generous in forgiving an insult or injury; free from petty resentfulness or vindictiveness: to be magnanimous toward one's enemies.

2.	high-minded; noble: a just and magnanimous ruler.

proceeding from or revealing generosity or nobility of mind, character, etc.: a magnanimous gesture of forgiveness

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oh well,

relates everything to my dear uncle,

unhappy stuffs that happened over the past weeks...

be it quarrels, schoolwork or etc..

all he did was

gave me one word

n that word is

Magnanimous

:)

ya. i should be forgiving

and not to give a damn over silly and childish stuffs ..

-ZIP-

:)

random

2008-07-27T15:41:00.003+08:00

Never EVER judge a book by it's cover..

some people are born to be PRENTENCIOUS...

some pple are just so VENOMOUS...

SO SCHEMING ...

dun get fooled by their appearance!

sadly, we humans tend to get deceived by such pple...

LOL..

n we dont even realise it..

until...

perhaps one day....

:)

it's too late...

so happy!!

2008-07-16T23:37:00.015+08:00

its been ages since we are so happy :)

how great it is to hang out together once again..:P

muacks. i love u.

watched Hellboy at AMK hub.. after which, we wanted to go BISHAN to have neoprints.. but apparently, the shop was gone.. perhaps being moved or smt..

so baby and i went to the arcade....

and we saw this machine!!!

hehe and we waited for a golden opportunity...

see that? ! haha.. baby placed a coin into the machine.... and BINGO!!!!!!

WE'VE GOTTEN this 2 doggy keychains... so coincidental rite? both are sausage dogs.. apparently, the machine got teddy bear keychain n etc.. but weeee!! we are so lucky and we got the same dog keychain :P

dun envy us :P

this is his.... green one :)

and this is mine!!! yellow one :)

after which we went to the food court and have our dinner :P

beef NOODLES!!

TATA!! our food.. hehe.. yummy!! and our doggies :P

hehe.. bibi took a photo of mi when im not aware :P

hhaha.. i feed him!! :O so funny!!

and here is a photo of us :)

haha.. so sweet!!

im so lucky to have u..

MUACKS :)

gdnite!!

sweet dreams!!

.

2008-07-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

Baby, this is for u :

You had me from the very start

It was to you I gave my heart

You told me that you'd never leave

But yet you'd give me the room to breath

You said that you would make everything okay

And that you wouldn't go away

You held me tight

And all through the night

I gave you my heart

I gave you my all

And you caused my whole world to fall

I guess I don't really blame you

For all that you do

It's more or less what you didn't do

I'm sorry for the way that I hurt you

:(

tears

2008-07-13T23:45:00.005+08:00

drowning myself in tears...

i just cant help it.

sorry.

sometimes it seems so hard to communicate, and every thought of yours is to give up.
you said you cant take it anymore,
yeah me too.
dont know why, it doesnt hurt as much as last time.

numb.

放弃是为了更好的爱

　　有一天，老鼠对猫说：我爱你。猫说：滚远一点！老鼠流下一滴眼泪走了；但是谁也没有看到，就在老鼠转身的时候，猫也流下了一滴眼泪.....其实，有一种爱，叫做－－放弃！放弃该放弃的是无奈，放弃不该放弃的是无能，不放弃该放弃的是无知，不放弃不该放弃的是执着

很多时候，过去是无从想念的。遗失了发黄的照片，遗失了曾经保存很久的东西，遗失了枯萎的记忆。伸出手，抓不到任何东西。也许，总有些东西会留在生命最深处，深深浅浅的痕迹，当心轻轻拂过，已不会感到疼痛，只有一份麻木

一段以为会天长地久的爱情走到了落幕的时候。一个以为会执他（她）之手，与他（她）偕老的爱人走到了分手的时候。我们该如何面对。该如何给这段感情一个交代，该如何给爱过的，也正爱着的那个人一个结局。解决无非是两种。纠缠与不纠缠。

是的，我理解，我清楚，我明白

have u really cared for someone more than u expect?

have u ever tried to love him/her in spite of all the pain?

i dont have all the answers
to wads really happenning here
but to pass up this one chance
and never know.. is now my biggest fear...

as i sit here debating,
wondering wad to do
i know without a doubt
that i truly care for u..

i know the stronger these feelings become
the harder its going to be
to live each day of my life
without u next to me..

nite.

if i see u next to never, how can we say forever?

2008-07-13T02:14:00.003+08:00

i'll never trust a single thing you say. all your lies have got you floating up above us all.. but wad goes up has got to fall...

your vague perception of me
is worthless to my ears....

sometimes, i just wonder... why do pple chose to live in deniel, rather than to face it.... perhaps too afraid to lose wad they've got....

i know all of your thoughts
and trust me, they are all lies
u cant make assumptions
cos all u do, is lie

there is not an ounce of truth
in any word u say
yr lips have never spoken to me,
u barely ever look my way

how can i believe
wadever flows in my ears?
u sure dont knoe mi
and neither do yr peers..

i'll never feel anything else until my wounds are healed... the very worst part of us.. is me

he went; i wasnt ready
i suppose one never is
i wept, my heart so heavy
full of pain so desolate.

yet all the while a distant thought
was welling up inside
my pain was building walls
where in my heart could hide

safe from the place of no more smiles
no clever spoken lines
no reading of each other's thoughts
no warm hands soft in mind..

no truer gift could be bestowed,
nor could it have been script
for in these walls were stored the jewels
of the times we once had.

world is cruel
love is blind
lost in sadness
blur in mind
heart is broken
flame has died
time has passed
and he's not mine

show me a reason
give mi a sign
tell mi the way
we fall out of line
is it today?
or is it tonight?
we'll find the answer to our life...

i was born when you kissed me and died when you left me.
cos, i lived for the time you love mi.

my time has gone
and so im gone
to a better place
far beyond.
i love u all
as you can see
but it's better now
cos we're free.

before i learned u loved mi,
i knew i love u too..
before i learned the worth of it
i was hurt and sore.
before i learned of us,
i hadnt learnt to cry..

a past that had been stripped away
by a tide tt washed mi dry.
and a past so dark n hesitant,
never knowing when to cry..

it's not missing u that kills me... it's knowing i once had u in my life that does...

once, we're inseparable,
we loved to be together,
and i tot i knew for sure
that we'd be forever.

i believed it in my heart
but it looks liks i was wrong,
i guess our relationship
just wasnt quite tt strong..

i dont knoe if u wanted us
to send someday,
but now we;re different pple
we're heading different ways...

u do not need to tell mi,
that pple can grow apart
that even the near and dear
may someday break yr heart...

the ones u love now,
cant guarantee tomorrow
and the ones that brings u joy
may also bring u sorrow..

for although things may seem
just perfect at that time,
pple sometimes change,
and leave your heart behind..

u do not need to tell me
i've been through it all enough
i knoe just wad it feels like
to lose someone tt u love..........

today i woke up,
the sun on my face,
and a hint of his shadow
he was gone without a trace
tt's when i realised ,
i was all alone....

the hurt im feeling now
wont disappear overnight
but someday somehow
i hope everything will be alright.........but im so not feeling alright now... LOL
i hope that day will arrive soon
for i dunno how much pain can i take anymore.

yesterdays over
even though the hurtings's not.........
dont take my love for granted
for soon, it will be gone..........

a feeling so deep down in my heart
makes mi feel empty when u're apart
the love u see in my eyes
is the sadness when i say goodbye........

Maybe to love
is alwaes to hurt deeply
n not just hurt
but to destroy...

knowing this awful farewell
has been in stored for us.........

LOL

2008-07-12T21:18:00.002+08:00

how pathetic can humans get?

how vicious can humans become?

how scheming humans can be?

how desperate can humans get?

1 july 2008

2008-07-01T22:16:00.006+08:00

dinner at AMK hub with jessica and darling are fun!!

chatting while eating nasi briyani and roti prata... the chat was damn funny la.. :P

after which, we went home cos i had to packer for my youngest brother... felt super guilty cos when i reached home.. it's about 8.20pm already....

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lunch with peiqi and weiting was great in school too.. it's been so long since we had such a long lunch break and a nice chat :)

shared ice kachang with peiqi and poor weiting had to sit and watch us eating.. cos she's having a stomachahe..

haha... heard from peiqi that the reason of weiting's stomachache is cos of an incident that occurred a few days ago... and weiting is too nervous and for the next consecutive days , she had been having stomachache...

lol.. so funny la..i wonder is it the truth not.. or is it peiqi is just teasing weiting :P

haha.. poor weiting la.. kanna bullied by us..

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im so excited and im looking forward to tomorrow :)

there's just so much to expect!!

Ice-Cream at icekimo

2008-06-30T23:07:00.003+08:00

I C E K I M O

A perfect hangout for pple just like mi...

ice-cream alwaes made mi feel so much better..

went with my brother and we ordered waffle bowl with 3 scoops of icecream -- baileys, lychee, banana coffee crunch..

baileys -- it made mi think of my baby .... it was his favourite.. and everytime we went to icekimo, it was alwaes-the-must-have-icecream.... it too, became my ideal choice of icecream... cos it made mi feel so close to him..

he seems so close yet so far..

i need u, darling..

i miss u..

hohoho!!

2008-06-30T10:59:00.002+08:00

im not going to argue and im not going to care..it's so lame...

im tired

well, its ya freedom.. u can twisted the facts and u can say wadever u wan.. u knoe for yrself.. wad u had said and wad u had done..only u yourself can hide from the fact tt u actually did pinpoint someone

u might hide it from everybody else and nobody will find out.. however, from the bottom of ya heart.. u will knoe the truth..

but nvm, it's none of business

i shall let the matter rest...

for i knoe, it only brings hurt and sadness to myself... and also other people around us, more or less are being affected too.. worried abt us if we will quarrel face to face or will we be back to normal, being friends..

i'll assume that nth had happen and everything will just be back to normal..

so dun worry and im sorry guys ..

there's always rainbow after a heavy rain :)

rantings...

2008-06-29T21:04:00.003+08:00

any idea y i love fairytales so much?

well, cos of the endings ..

they always end with "happily ever after" ...

:)

because of the cruel world.. the harsh reality tt we had to face everyday, it made mi fantasize and dream abt things tt would make myself happy....

it's such a pity, isnt it? cos onli in my fairyland will all of these come true....

nevertheless, i will still keep on dreaming.. and pursing the love, happiness and warmth tt i could ever get from my family, my secondary buddies, my beloved friends, my one-and-only one jessica, my boyfriend and etc...

hehe.. thanks to all of you.. who stood by mi no matter what..

without you all, i really dunno wad could happen to mi :'(

muacks!!

i love all of u!!!!!

jiayou, yiting... go go go!! nth can bring u down :)

PS: did i ever mention that one of my favourite hobby is .... making myself happy? hehe... im not going to be affected such as feeling sad, emo or hurt over smth stupid just like tt.. it's so not worth it...say wadever u like and if that makes u happy... so be it :)

i hate school! i hate the pple around mi...

2008-06-28T23:30:00.002+08:00

addition to the previous post..

oh ya.. u said u ask mi for help and i didnt help u...

did you?

i dont remember and if i did ignore u, it's because im not aware of it..

and y do u need my help anyway?

u are smarter than mi.

blahhhhh..........

2008-06-28T17:50:00.006+08:00

apparently, someone mentioned about mi in her blog.. though she didnt say it was meant for mi, i knew it was made directly to mi...not because im guilty but rather because she had written there , intentionally, knowing i will read her postings..

here, there's what she wrote...

you tell mi why, i have helped her in school for 2 years. tutorials,practicals,projects, lectures. what do i get? talkings behing my back, and ignores when i needed help.. yeah, dun think tt i do not knoe, i just chose to be ignorant...

well, the "her" she mentioned was directly made to mi.. because we were in the same class for 2 years...we both are in the same project team....so it's obvious that she is talking abt mi cos im the gal who is closest with her in class...

firstly, ya i dont deny the fact tt u helped mi in project..cos of my weak programming skills... you merely just explain to me, giving me a clear view of wad im supposed to do in the project... so that i am able to do myself.. and not bother u... nevertheless, im still grateful and thankful for that..

however, from wad u had said.. it seems tt u are trying to say tt u had helped mi alot.. and u sacriface alot for mi.. give mi codings and so on... well, u didnt... so pls dun say till as if u are the nicest and kindest person on earth...for ya information, mostly the guys of our project team are the one who helped mi whenever i had troubles with my codings and etc..

secondly, did it come over the fact tt u alwaes pon lectures and tutorials? you claimed that u helped mi in lectures n tutorials... but i dun think that's the case.....who was the one who supplied u with answers from most of the tutorials, everytime u asked? even the tips to major exams and etc ...

lastly.. all im saying now.. is because i wan u to knoe tt ... helping each other is a natural thing tt comes from the heart.. so dun expect too much... u shouldnt do things just to benefit yourself.. it will only shows how selfish u are..

and talking behind one's back... everyone did that... how did u knoe tt the one who told u that i am talking behind yr back isnt the one who also talks bad about u too?

gossips, rumours happen everytime... and i've been numbed alreadi..feelings so sad.. so hurt.. after so long......... i learnt that it is not worthy for mi to be sad and hurt and emo anymore..

dont tell mi tt u didnt talk bad abt mi too...

in life... u just have to forgive and forget...

well, u did things tt hurt mi before... and u did talk behind my back before... but so wad? we are still friends.. maybe not super close.. but we are still friends..

however.. if after this incident, and u dun regard mi as a friend..

it's ok.. and i'll respect tt.

:)

PS: if u realli did help mi alot.. i will feel that. and i will be grateful for wadever u had done... there's no need to mention all the good things tt u did cos it just makes u look so superficial..

everyday is full of surprises, warmth, love...

2008-06-28T16:57:00.031+08:00

hehe.... im back to post some photos :)

Dinner with jessica and jerold

going for excursion!!
my baby haircut shots

shot 1
shot 2

shot 3shot 4shot 5

haha... so cute rite? wahaha.. everytime i see these photos.. i just cant stop laughing!!!

BUS rides are so boring.. so i shall entertain myself :)

Bugis with JESSICA, sweetie and i saw this vv cute and big YUKI.. lolx..

JAM N HOP

mi and him

FALSE FRONT

2008-05-27T20:54:00.003+08:00

~FALSE FRONT~

meaningless touches,
icy stares,
cold-hearted people,
millions of glares
how can they knoe?
how can they see?
they think they knoe,
what goes on inside mi.

well it couldnt be,
for i hide my face when im not alone
and wears a mask
that's not my own.
it's everyone else,
i want to be,
be just like them,
supposedly free...

free from troubles,
the troubles of life.
free from the sin,
and worries & strife.
so i wait for the day
with hope in my heart
when someday, somehow
i'll make my new start..

IM JUST SO SAD.. SO HURT... HAIZ..

save mi!!!!!!!

~ sch starts!! ~

2008-04-26T11:22:00.003+08:00

hihi~

it's been quite some time tt i didnt post any entry..

hehex. sorry for that..

^1st april ^

my grandmother was admitted to hospital.. and doctor said that we should prepare for the worst.. she's 85 this year and had been bedridden for 12 years... perhaps it may be the best for her to let go cos she's been suffering for a v long time..

^2nd april to 6 april^

doctor told us that we could bring our grandma home as there's nth he could do.. besides that the hospital bills were high....

7th april

brought her home on the the 7th.. bought oxygen tanks and other medical equipments so that she wun have to endure so much pain.. all we wanted is to let her go peacefully without much pain.....

8th april

received call from aunt on around 4.45pm... said tt grandma was not breathing around... rushed to grandma house at 4.50pm.. .. every one in the house was crying.. i went to see grandma.. and i think she passed away quite peacefully.. as i didnt see any pain on her face..

~exams n project are OVER at last!~

2008-02-29T01:27:00.007+08:00

haha its been so long since i last posted an entry!!

exams n projects are finally over at last!!
huarry!!:)

anyway here is jessica birthday celebration at sakura!!

happy birthday, jess!

-my life's a mess-

2008-01-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

PROJECT!

im dead.. im going to flunk it, this time round.. presentation on tues, and i couldnt get at least a function to work!!

worse still, i cant do my project at home.. cos i cant open the god-darn project!!

having such a foul mood rite now..

perhaps... doing some quizes may just take my mind off tt damn project...

You Are "Kiss"

What Japanese Smiley Are You

You're an Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

You Are Gonzo the Great

"Is something burning in here? Oh, it's just me."
You're a total nutball who will do anything for attention.
The first to take a dare, you'll pull almost any stunt.
You're one weird looking creature, but your chickens don't mind!

The Muppet Personality Test

You Are a Moderate Mama

You're not overly political, and your views fall more with the American mainstream.
In fact, it may be difficult for you to decide who to vote for at times!
Your approach to politics is reasoned and well though out.

Are You a Liberal Lady or a Conservative Chick?

LEAVE MI ALONE to ROTTTT..

~Picture tells a thousand words~

2007-12-31T02:07:00.000+08:00

Sentosa!! :)

Doggie, pichy!

cousin's wedding on 24 December
cousin huihui & lingling!! the 3 princess!! :)

ZOO!
cAMwhoring in toilet!

Presents !!!

THANKS!!

for everything u all had done... the presents..all of ya love....your concerns... vvv much appreciated!!

REALLI :)

~Precious Memories~

2007-12-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

!~Outing with Wesley~!

met at vivo and then went to buy tickets for the movie "warlords"... lol after which we went for lunch at SUSHI TEH... YUMMY!!

yummy! the food was great! we ordered 2 bowls of salmon don, 1 fried toufu and 1 plate of fried soft shell crab sushi.. for beverages, he wanted coke and mi, hot green tea :)

haha see his funny face!! never fails to laugh at his comical face!!

mi and him..

felt like eating ice cream.. so here, are they!! :P the fish is mine, and his are the waffles.. of cos, mine tasted better than his.. lol he agrees with mi

after eating, we went to catch our movie.. and then after which, we went shopping..

saw this musical thingy, and i found it interesting and cute! the vehicles will move as the music is being played! cool yeah, but super expensive.. anyway, i guess its just onli for decoration purposes.. :) after that, wesley was hungry, and so we chose to dine in at WHITE DOG CAFE!! haha y we ate there? cos he wear white that day..LOL
thats the restaurant!!

haha see his face! isnt it comical?

k.. didnt take much photos that day, cos i dun think i look great.. so sad.. :( after which, he sent mi home..

thanks dude! :)

stayover at Eugene's house

went eugene house to stayover on friday, which was the last day of sch! met the guys at 9.30pm at hougang interchange , chatted as we walked and took the bus to his house..

upon reaching, helped ching to make the tuna, egg and ham sandwiches.. and then we had a small supper.. was pretty down, cos the stayover didnt turn out to be as fun as i imagined?

however, managed to had an EMO talk with jerold and jerms .. and then, being bored, went to drink some beer since i've got nth interesting to do..

drinking & enjoying the breeze while looking at the fishes swimming was perhaps a place for mi to think and being emo.. but then i did enjoy doing that..

after which, went to the balcony to look at the stars in the sky... its been so long since i gazed up into the sky.. it's just too.... MAGICAL? lol..

im soO lucky!! i saw a shooting star! but i've forgotten to make a wish..LOL :p perhaps i doze off after that, cos when i woke up.. it's alr morning!! :)

woke up at 8 cos wanted to go to ZOO for work... GUESS WAD!! i realised i didnt bring my jeans.. so SOTONG rite?

so sad... by not turning up for work.. i miss a BIG surprise... sad case.. :"(

Jackson & zhenyangs' birthday celebration

so in the end, i went home to sleep and then, in the evening, went to meet the others for dinner buffet to celebrate ZhenYang and Jackson BIRTHDAY...

after tt, we found a spot near Chinatown mrt... and..SING the birthday song , as well as to... EAT THE CAKE!!

to jackson & zhenyang: happy birthday!! :) all the best to ya future endeavours!!

daddy's Birthday Feast at JUMBO

see, my daddy is so cute!! superb funny as usual.. LOL

cousin ling and me !!

CamWhoring in school

alicia and me.

jazebel and me.
weiting and mi.

happy birthday, jade! hope u like the presents!

Nice day

felt happy today..

woke up and i saw this.... lol makes mi smile.. a v wide smile.. :P lol i think is my stupid brother's creation! lol..
pester my daddy to bought this for mi... hahaha! i love ICE CREAM!!

CHRISTMAS TREE AGAIN!!

Dinner at Thai village sharksfin restaurant

cute rite? :P

Ministry of SOUND

Eugene's birthday celebration at clarke quay( dinner at Hooters)

nice..

~days of SADNESS are finally ove!!~

2007-12-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

After 12am tonight,
it's going to be different mi..
just like Cinderalla.. :)

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i looked into the mirror,
and wad did i see?
i saw a brand new person
and tt new girl is me..

im not really diff
but im not really the same
i've got the same face
i've got the same name..

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PS: the days of sadness and EMOing are finally over :P thanks to those who show so much care for mi.. :P im alrite now.. :)

~Making of Pop-up Cards~

2007-12-08T15:04:00.000+08:00

African Mask Painting is finally over...so, for the next 3 weeks, it's gonna be

the Making of Pop-up Cards :)

today is the first day of the cards making, and the response was not bad.. difficult for the kids, as it's not tt simple as compared to the african mask making.. had to teach & help them throughout :P but i enjoyed it..

the smile on their faces,
the joy that they show,
tells mi how,
simple and happy.
a child can be :)

tata.. here are the photos :)
cute, isnt it? :) * smile

how i hope... i could be a child once again.. but i knoe it's impossible..... sometimes, things just happen once... so it's best to cherish anything tt u've got..

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i guess,
im addicted in.. composing poems ..
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why did i say i love u?
why did i say i care?
now that, we've started this,
im getting a little scared...

i never should have admitted
the way u make mi feel..
it shows mi more than ever
that this is really real...

~feeling Moody~

2007-12-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

today in sch, was boring!!

almost all the lessons are being cancelled!!

and im so damn moody la, cos i had to wait till 4 pm for SE practical!

i've been sch since 9am, in the morning!!

oh well,
can u imagine tt?
i cheer up
just because i received lots of compliments :P
wahahha!!
Im always so easily satisfied,
so easily happy :)

tata~ thats mi :P

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to zhenyang :
haha.. i cant promise not to be moody every single day, but i'll try not to be so moody.. :) are u touched? wahaha :P anyway reali thanks alot.. :) i appreciate that..

to wesley:
thanks too, for ya compliment :) haha !!

to those i didnt mention:
thanks too.. hehe :P

~Living in own fantasy*~

2007-12-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

guess, wad am i doing now?

haha.. yup..

im in lab, dreaming, composing poems while listening to music :)

they are probably the best form of entertainment for mi, at this moment.... and im enjoying it :P

i feel you in the air,
i can hear you everywhere
i can hear your voice,
it seems so close
but yet so far away.

i can't go on
as long as I believe
i can't let go
when I keep wondering....

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well,
i believe if some things are meant to be,
they'll be there
when the time is right..

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PS : should have realised it long ago,but i guess its never too late. (:

the future,
im too afraid to ponder...

~RaIny Day~

2007-12-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

rain, rain go AWAY...
u're making mi feeling,
so So cold, right now....

didnt had to go school today cos LECTURE WAS CANCELLED :)

so i went to my parents' shop to help..cos mum wanted to go Loreal Professional to cut & dye her hair..

im doing facial mask now.. wahaha green apple flavour..

PS: thanks ar daoli:) for complimenting me!! haha!! :P

tata~ im a happy gal..

~! i feel soO Happy !~

2007-12-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

Lala.. this week is full of laughter, joy, excitement and etc.. i just dunno how to describe the happiness that i had experienced..

it's been such a long time since i felt soO loved and pampered by all -- my family,my relatives, my friends :)

to ching:

it's only now then i knew how much u care for mi.. thanks for taking care of mi when we're in MOS.. thanks for helping mi in sch work and everything.. haha im v blessed to have u as my friend.. and well, if u need mi, im always there for u :)

to weilong:

thanks for sending mi home after MOS :) i appreciate that.. haha it's nice having u around.. lol u alwaes make mi laugh! haha!!

to kelvin:

thanks for buying breakfast for mi everytime we had to go to ZOO for work.. thanks for being so nice to mi and thanks for sending mi home :P anyway, u dont have to send mi home everytime by taking 166 bus with mi.. i knoe yr journey back home is far, cos u had to take bus 166 all the way from amk to clementi...

to colin,kevin, shimin,kelvin:

haha... sorry for SO being late today..thanks for waiting..:)

to jess:

cheer up gal.. u must be strong.. i knoe tt these few days u arent v happi.. cos of some matters in school.. but well, u've got stanely, kaiwen and mi!!:P im alwaes there for u..

to stanley:

thanks for sending mi home whenever it's late :P

to betrand:

thanks for walking mi to sembawang interchange everytime we went to woodlands...

to kaiwen:

thanks for keeping mi company.. u're one that is very comfortable to be with..

to wesley:

thanks for teaching mi POA.. and sending mi home :)

Monday(26 November)

went to watch the movie "Enchanted" with jessica and friends...it's such a great movie.. Maybe, fairy tales may just come true when u are not aware.. or perhaps.. fairy tales do exist in reality?...oh well, i'll keep dreaming just the same......

Wednesday(Eugene's birthday)(28 November)

dinner at HOOTERS(a restuarant along Singapore River) was great!! the ambience... the scenery.. the breeze... the pple... im just so captivated by everything... was happy for both ching n eugene.. :) hope that they can be together, happily ever after :)

Friday(MOS)(30 November)

being there, is my first time.. and it's fun going with a bunch of friends.. danced till 4 am in the morning and took cab home with weilong :) thanks!

i love DANCING!!

ps: shall upload photos when im free... im just so so busy!!

Steamboat at Kaiming's House

2007-11-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

!~23 November 2007~!

my lessons ended at 6pm on friday, so i couldnt go shopping for food with jessica, kaiwen, kaiming & stanley!!

sob.. i missed all the shopping around! :'(

nvm, so i decided to meet Betrand at sembawang mrt platform after sch so that i had company along the journey to woodlands..

upon reaching, we met william & joe...and while waiting for jiayang n his gf, we took photos of the christmas trees...
i find the decorations pretty..:)
white...
green..

bronze..

blue..
nice!!

wahaha.. when all had reached, we walked to kaiming house..had fun "steamboating" in kaiming's house... and everything is prepared for us!!

LOL, thanks!
kaiming..cam-whoring session began.. lol.

my darling, jess

us again!!haha.. do i look like an ah lian?! haha .. NONONO!!! im a sweet gal!! LOL SO BHB!!

im tired already.. see my eyes so small..
after eating,the table looks like this..

had fun.. eating the lettuce wtih jess.. but i cant control my laughter.. lol cant stand it when pple are taking photos when im not aware..

orange & red ladles :)
haha.. so sweet.. sharing a string of "dongfen"!! wahaha

hahaha.!! the pillow is so cute!!

inside mrt with betrand!

SEE!! i cant stop laughing when pple are not taking photos of mi facing the camera!! lol

kk im tired.. lazy plus no time to blog..

too much things for mi to do!!

BUSY BUSY GAL!!

shall post another entry soon , i hope..:P

~Yummy! thanks for the Amos Cookies :)~

2007-11-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

im v happy today!!

haha cos, Wesley gave mi a bottle of Famous Amos Cookies :P

THANKS!! :)

yummy!!

it's been quite some time since i had munched on one!!

the packaging is cute!! im going to keep it :P

wahaha.. i cant help it... im going to OPEN IT!!

haha.. see how happy i am to receive that:P

cam-whoring in school toilet... cos im just so B-O-R-E-D!!!
Caught by JeNNIFER, and she too wanna join in the FUN!!:)

tata~~ y she hide behind mi?! weird... lol..
where is she looking!! :( over here, JEnn!!HAHA... here's a better one.. :)

this photo is taken about 2 weeks ago.. when jess and mi had finished playing badminton :P do i look like a boy? :P

yawn~

im tired already.. just wanna post this entry cos im happy:P

LOL

night, guys!

~working in ZOO~

2007-11-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

~EMBARRASING ENCOUNTER~

oh my!! today i walked straight into the guys' toilet!!

i was thinking of something.. and was looking down on the floor..den i noticed something WRONG!! how come the floor is blue in color??!!

raising up my head,there, in front of mi was a guy urinating!!

AT That instant, my eyes were as round as fishballs and my mouth was like opening wide just like a fish, gasping for air...

if im not wrong, the guy jumped slightly.. i guess, he's as shocked as mi..

hurriedly, i rushed out of the gents and quickly ran into the ladies...

i waited for abt 7 mins before i went out and met my friends....cos im afraid that guy is going to KILL me..

but then, i really didnt see anything ok?!! LOL it's so embarrasing!!

PHEW~~ i hope this will never ever happen AGAIN!!

~working in ZOO~

starting working in zoo on 17th Nov.. haha..

our job were to teach the little kids how to paint, using water colors :) looking at their smile while they are painting those animal masks, just make mi feel so happy...

had to reach at 7 o'clock on the first day.. cos Jerry(our in-charge) had to brief us on the things to do so as to prepare us for the painting programme later on.. :P

here is our holding area.. where we had our briefing..

kelvin & kevin in the briefing room...
the place where we taught the kids how to paint :Psee.. their tables & stools are so cute... me n kevin :)kelvin,colin,shimin,kevin and mi:)tata~~ this is our "publicity"board.. haha.. African Mask mAking :)the five of us again...shimin and i.. at the registration counter:)wahaha.. after the kids workshop which started from 11am and ended at 1pm, we started taking photos of some of the animals ..the fake seal... :)the deers..

the rhinosarus.. so HUGE!! POLAR bear...the cheetah...the carriage..camwhoring in the toilet :)

cheese!!
haha!!! by then, the guys are screaming,"Hey, you gals ok already not?!! why go toilet soooo LONG!!!"

2 of the kids that i've taught earlier... haha one of the gals is hiding behind the mask... lol so kawaii!! and the little gal beside mi is so cute too!!
oh my god... i cant stop thinking of them... wahaha so cute... how i wish i could have a baby now!!
wahaha.. im insane!!after which, we took bus 138 back to AMK hub.. where we had our lunch at pepper LuNCH... so ex..here is kevin!! he ate so slow!! wahaha....last one to finish... :Pwindow shopping with shimin after lunch, and the guys went to study at AMK library.. however, i dun think they will study in the end.. LOL..inside the changing room...

haha..so much fun!!

lol, right now,im looking forward to the next weekend!!

well, i knoe that it will be a GREAT one :P

~Singapore Food Exhibition~

2007-11-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

YUM YUM!!

Just returned from FOOD fair at EXPO with jess, betrand, kaiwen, stanley, kaiming,william and joe..

had fun "stealing" all the large variety of food from different respective stalls!! haha..

WAHAHA SO MUCH FUN!!!

after which, we went to another fair at EXPO.. it sells shoes, bags, clothes and etc..

AND Jess bought 2 bras whearas i bought a pair of flats and 4 BRAS !!

wahaha.. the poor 5 guys had to wait for us :P!!

oh ya.. a VERY IMPORTAND MATTER!!

there's this SMS competition for the Most Popular food concept and my friend,Betrand is in it..!! :P

SO, please support my friend, Betrand by sending an sms with

Text: tnpsfma 2 and send to 77877!!

but sadly, the Voting closes on Sunday 10pm :(

sO... make use of the time NOW!! :P thanks!!

by the way, his product is wasabi soya sauce, different from mixing wasabi with soy sauce as you can use this for cooking and it taste like soy sauce.

here's the packaging!! there are 2 kinds...:)

SO cUte, isnt it??!!

so pls support now :P

PS: SPECIAL THANKS to kaiwen, stanley & betrand who bought alot of food for everyone !! it's really sweet of u guys to do so :) and thanks to betrand for sending mi home..

~Chilling Out~

2007-11-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

dun have to go school for one week!! E-learning week, they said..

BUT, dun be too jealous of me..

Cos.. i've got 2 assignments due next week & 2 tests!!!

however, i gave myself an OFF-DAY which is today :)

went K-boxing with ching,eugene,jackson,weilong & zhenyang at ChinaTown..

AND it's only 10 bucks!! so cheap!!

photos for today :)

HAHA..

k la.. im tired after everything..

dun wanna blog already :P

goodnite & Sweet Dreams, everyone!!

ps: thanks weilong & zhenyang for sending mi home :) and thanks for the photos !

~*Fainted on 5th November*~

haha never in my life had i fainted before... and today is my first "EXPERIENCE!!!

woke up early cos i wanted to have breakfast with my parents.

all of us were walking from the carpark to the hawker centre.. im walking with my mum, side by side.. and all of a sudden. i felt dizzy..

and i fainted.. BLACKOUT!!

dunno whether if i had fainted for how long.. but when i had regain my consciousness..i thought i've just woken up from my dream..but the funny thing was, im in my mum's arms...

AWWww!!

i felt ACUTE pain near my eyebrow area .. i was bleeding slightly and had a BIG lump on my forehead...

haha... it's still so pain now!!

hope my lump and wound can heal as fast as possible!!! :(

Fina/Arena Swimming WorldCUP singapore !~ :)

2007-11-11T09:17:00.000+08:00

t's been such A LONG time since i last posted an entry... :)

was busy exercising, participating in events and lastly studies.. haha lots of pple asked mi to update and so here i am... :)

haha this is one GREAT event that i love most & is sooo proud of... :P

Fina/Arena Swimming worldCup Singapore

LOL..

im so delighted that jess and me are in the same group (COC)!!! Our tasks are to usher the swimmers to their respective lanes.. and to paste the beeps on the swimmers' attire!!

THIS MEANS THAT WE CAN CLOSE CONTACT WITH THEM!!!

ooH.. our person-in-charge also told us that we will be appearing in tv!! COOL, yea?

gals, check this out!! so many handsome hunks out there..

AWW I KNOE U GONNA BE JEALOUS!! :)

28 & 29 Oct 2007(Actual day)

we are the winners!! see the trophies, im holding 2 of them :P

:)the event organiser & me.. she's from america

our big COC family .. i miss them.. muacks:P

huanxin, mr pang, me, jess :)

natalie, the world breaker for backstroke.. she's very pretty when she let down her blond hair..

GRANT, MY BOYFRIEND!!

SEE WAD jess is doing... she's stealing my BF! she's gonna take it from mi sooner or later!!

the new zealand swimmers with kaiwen, betrand n me!!

Roland!! another world breaker!! :P he's so friendly..

swimmers from new zealand and us!

my fav Brazilian COACH!! I took photo with him cos he looks like SANTA!! hehe...:)

i've forgotten wad this team came from.. :(

here are the Brazilian guys that im crazy about!! the one behind me and the one who is holding on the BRASIL t-shirt are my dream guys... Omg!! they are sooo HANDSOME!! muacks..muacks.. MUACKS!!

THE GUY behind mi, also looked not bad.. right?? hehe why are all the handsome guys behind me? oooooooooOOO ...lol:Pjess like the guy who is wearing the shades... well, since im so DA FANG.. i'll let jess have tt guy...:P haha...

again!! again!! with world-breaker,ROLAND!! :P

the place where the great event was held..:P

singapore swimming coach..:)

hehe.. im so kai su... every photo also wants to take..:P

haha.. first:betrand, 2nd: yiting,3rd:jess, 4th: kaiwen...

smile :)

posing for pics.. hehe:)

ooOO.. i cant bare to leave this place.....SOBX.. :(

HAHAHA.. noone can win YITING!! im THE OVERALL WINNER!!

SEE.. we got our SPECIAL pass to enter into the competition pool..:)

our COMPLETE COC FAMILY...

KAIMING! u're so extra!! lol..:P

BACK VIEW OF jess n me..

haha.. jess is on the left. and im on the right..

we had our break for lunch.. so we went to Northpoint.. then i caught sight of this dress.. and so i went to try..

cheese!! i think i looked better in pink so i bought the pink one(above)... haha, it cost mi 78 dollars!! crazy sia...im BROKE now!

! we're inside the sport school's toilet. camwhoring as usual
To the guys: NEVER, Never disturb a gal when she's taking a photo.. if not ya outcome will be like this....(part 1)

the gal will SCRATCH YOU!! just like a CAT.. and by that time.. u CANT ESCAPE...WAHAHAHA(part 2) Are u scared now? better be.

SEE.. in the end the gal will still WIN the fight.. and POOR BOY had to SURRENDER!! wahaha.. see how Stanley look...LOL

YEAH!! 3 cheers for the gals !! we ROCK!!

ALAMAK.. poor guys, scolded by mr kuma and get bullied by the gals.. lol.

Our SMelly LEgs..

20 Oct 2oo7(Rehearsal)

today we went to Singapore Sports School which was where the Fina/Arena Swimming worldcup Singapore was held.. we had to rehearse for the actual event cos it's v important :)

~Jogging in School(22 Oct)~

2007-10-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

haha..

in order to achieve Gold Award for NYAA.. i had to exercise once in a week!!

oh my gosh.. it's been sOoo LoNG since i last exercise!!!

my stamina is sOOo POOR!!

jogging in School from 5.30pm to 6.45pm with betrand and kaiwen.....

and i merely jogged onli 1 round.. and im panting like mad.. im out of breath already... both of them jogged for 9 rounds whearas i jog onli 4 rounds, in the end..

pathetic rite?

lol :P

~ Happiness is in the air!! ~

2007-10-20T20:28:00.000+08:00

BOUGHT my sandals finally!!

wed.. just right after my class ended, which is about 2 pm..

met betrand, michael & jess at woodlands cause i wanted to go to Royal Sporting House...

u'll probably be thinking that y i did i go soo far since there are so many Royal Sporting House branches.. LOL.. it's becos the scandals tt i wanted is going to be out of stock already...and i knew tt over there at woodlands, got my size!! :)

wee!! got 30 percent discount.. and so it cost only $33.90!!

tata~~ thats my sandal's brand :P

after buying.. we went to catch the movie...

SUPERBAD !!

the movie is ok-ok onli.. dun reali quite like it.. maybe it's because there's lots of vulgarities and
is not the type tt i would like..

haha... i longed to watch Lust Caution!!

cos got my idol, WANG LEEHOM!! lol..

after the movie, we went to queue for Munchy Donuts..

betrand bought...a dozen
whearas, i bought onli 4.. wahaha :P

we had our donuts for dinner & supper :P

photo-taking session

wei ,thanks for accompanying mi to the interchange to take my bus 167 ..

:) lol

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Rehearsal for the upcoming FILA/Arena Swimming WorldCup Singapore 2007!!

reached NYP at 11.45 with jess.. so that we could board the bus which Miss Lina had book for us, to Singapore Sports School.. we are going to go through a rehearsal that will prepare us for the actual event, next week!!

im so excited!!!..

can see alots of swimmers from all over the world :P

tata!! here we are :)

apparently, i was being caught red-handed again!! lol..:)

here's betrand.. eating again:)jess & mi, cam-whoring in Singapore Sports School toilet :) cheese!!

the room, where jess& me will mark the attendance of the Swimmers next weekend!! woooo :P
haha these are the pple(those wearing blue polo t-shirt) who will be monitoring us... to make sure that no mistakes are to be made :)
woo... the swimming pool.. :) the swimmers will be swimming in it in an hour time:)
Baskets Party.. they had to take the baskets IN n Out!! so tiring man :(

hehe :P

PS: looking forward to the sports meet.. hope the event will go through smoothly.. :P

~* moments to be cherished*~

2007-10-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

today is my last day teaching at Kumon!!

well, cos i decided to have a one-to-one tuition instead... but then, im pretty sad to leave this little classroom cos of the wonderful kids that i had taught and bonded with...

awww... :(

i'll definitely miss them very very muchie !!!

hmp... how to tackle this difficult question?!! im so stressed...

adorable + hardworking kids concentrating on completing their classwork on time..

candid shot of them when they are not noticing... apparently, i was being caught red-handed by this little boy.. lol.. he seems to be shocked..

i love them!!

thinking hard...

hello:)

this cute, little gal always..make funny faces... lol

haha.. :P she enjoys taking the photos...

lol.. she needs help in the crossword puzzle..

wad a sweet smile she has... :)

he's a vv brilliant kid... cos he got big head!! i love him..

jiayou wor, kids !!

i will drop by to u see u all when im free :)

love ya lots...

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-Brazilian Buffet with my poly friends -

went Brazilian Buffet at Bukit Timah(6th avenue, i think) with betrand, yida, michael & jessica:P

haha...it's 45 dollars per pax.. so ex :P

luckily, the food was not bad though.. i ate quite alot!!:P wahaha...even the waiters teased mi for having such a huge appetite ...

had a wonderful time eating & chatting... :)

a picture tells a hundred words :)

i guess, the photos show it all :P

thanks for the waiter, who helped us take a photo :P

cheers!!

jess & me:P

our food...

our salad..

betrand..
michael..... i did take a photo of yida when he's beginning to eat... but the photo is too blur... oops..
our fav spot...inside toilet, taking photos.. haha

guess which heels is mine? haha im the one with the vv plain heels ... i love it though..

haha.. thats' all..

we ate from 7 to 10.30 and then the guys accompanied mi & jess to take bus 74... and then all of us had to alight at the bus-stop beside macRitchie to change our bus...

haha... guess who's the one who reached home the first?

:P the winner is of cos...

me!!

HAHA...:)

~cam-whoring~

2007-10-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

it's been quite some time since i brought the kids out...

so today, went to my cousins' house to bring the 2 of them out to Bugis for lunch at AJISEN!! the kids really ate much!!!

i think they've got my genes... lol

anyway, here are the photos that we took :P

had so much fun :P

but still, i rushed home for dinner!!

winks** (haha.. cos i wanna save money for other things:P )

hehe, nite everyone!!

im tired:P

~Wang LeeHom, i love u :)~

2007-09-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

today is WANG LEE HOM campus concert!!!

hehe...i've been waiting for ages and there he is...

he's so shuai... so yan dao... so handsome..

owwwww~!! oh my god! faint~~

i was screaming throughout the concert lol.. practically forgetting that im supposed to do :)

of cos, i've really enjoyed myself...:P

hehe that's all it matters anyway :) will upload a video clip and photos of leehom, if possible:P

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anyway, lots of pple had many opinions of my new hairdo !!

wahaha... some was like saying...

"oh my god, how come u cut till so short?"

"wad happen to you? why suddenly cut until like tt?"

"ya hairdo is unique! where did u have ya haircut?"

"ya haircut is somewhat similar as yang chen ling.."

"ya precious haircut is so long...how can you bring yourself to cut until so short? u're v daring!"

"haha... yiting, u cut your hair like shui mu.."

HAHAHA... the most funny of all is that even secondary kids from Yishun Secondary teased mi,

" arh jiejie,. ya haircut is like coconut head!!"

then another said,

"no lar, quite pretty mar..v special...looks abit like yang chen ling de.."

haha.. so funny sia.. :)

but all i did was to smile weakly at them... dunno whether to be happi or sad.. lol.. came to recall abt it, it seems to be reali very funny..

wahhaha!!!

i guess some of the guys around who were also ushers, just like mi.. heard wad the kids said too, cos one of the guys came forward and say,

"aiyo, u v popular hor? haha even they're "discussing" abt ya haircut!! haha "

wahaha.. at that moment, i was like stunned for awhile.. and my face seems to be burning :P

haha...

well, this comes to show that different pple have diff perspectives:)

oh yar..some of the pple still mentioned abt the Hey! Gorgeous! thingy .... saying that they've seen mi inside some magazine lol..

didnt say much to them... all i said was,

"oh, really? haha.."

dots.. this is an example of how fast news can spread.. lol..

anyway, to those who are curious abt my new hairdo....

here are some photos of it.. wahaha so funny!!

however, i think the actual look of my hair is so much shorter than in the photographs..
..

haha:)

the end,

goodnite everyone :P
sugar dreams...

~K box at cIneLeisure~

2007-09-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

upon reaching cineleisure, saw Yuki, my Japanese friend who studied French with mi last semester... haha.. she was working at one of the cart stalls :)

hehe... chatted with her for a while..such a cute gal, she is :P

after which, went kBOx with ching, Eugene, Weilong and friends...

as always, it's a great fun, singing together :P

~~Yawn~~

SUPERB tired already....going to sleep soon..

weeeee~!! tml will be an exciting day!! can see my idol, leehom :)

i cant wait!!!!!!!!

nite guys:P
bye..

my new haircut!!

2007-09-17T23:48:00.000+08:00

haha guess wad?!

i cut my hair so damn short.. until the ear there...

wahaha.. i guess lots of pple will be way too shocked by my new haircut :P

by the way. i dye my hair purple... but then it's only obvious when im under the sun...

hahaha!!

stay tuned...:P

sadly, i dun like my new haircut :(

lol...

mY fav Movie

2007-09-15T02:08:00.000+08:00

i love this song.. v much..

~Exams finally over!!~

2007-08-31T00:46:00.000+08:00

woOOOooo~~ !!!

yeah!!!!

at last, my exams are finally over!!!!

actually, didnt manage to study that much last night.. cos im feeling way too excited.. wahaha i had already planned what to do the next day.. lol :)

anyone miss mi? or rather miss my blog? :P it's been so long since i last posted an entry :P cos was too busy doing things... u see, my schedule is all packed with soooooo many activities!!

hehe... partly cos i lazy to blog lar :P

haha let mi announce once again,

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

Haha!! im frantic, im going crazy...... SAVE MIIIIIIIII~!!! HAHA :)

BUT the feeling is so SO Great, or rather terrific!! In fact, i was bursting with joy when i stepped out of the examination hall.... and i cant help but grinning from ear to ear :) haha, chit-chatting non-stop like machine gun with my friends and i dunno why and when did my face became so damn red.. just like a tomato!! haha :) realised it onli when i went into the washroom.. so paiseh can? well, i just looked like a lunatic that escaped from mental hospital!! lol..

met sandra beside the swimming pool and we took bus to FAR EAST :) inside the bus, saw 2 weird people... one was so tall like giant and another guy who looked like a woman...lol was "debating" with sandra whether tt person is a guy or woman.. haha !!

haha.. shopping at FAR EAST was enjoyable as usual..

cam-whoring with sandra, jeff & pris are the best part of today's programme :P!!

LOOK :)

sandra and mi :) OOH.. save mi.. im stuck inside!!!!

say cheese :P

tata!!~~ im yiting.. im the manager in charge of the circus :P

here is my secretary, sandra..:P

hehe!! here is pris- she is in charge of today's circus programme :)

haha.. this is jeff.. the clown :)

here are the circus crew :)

felt hungry so went tOastBox FOR dinner :)

YUM!! YUM!!

pris ordered peanut butter toast, sandra ordered kaya & butter toast.. and me , chocolate toast!!

hehe.. of cos, we shared our toasts :P

kk. after a long day, im tired!!

GOODNITE :)

~Voting Day~

2007-08-09T00:08:00.000+08:00

hehe today is SIT voting day... and guess wad?

i vote James as President...i supposed alot of pple also voted for him too:) hopefully, he can officially be the president of SIT club on the day of Passing-Out-Parade...

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came across a personal quiz which is quite interesting...

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

do the quiz and try to get to know yourself better :)

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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tata~ im tired :P

~*oink!*~

~Yeah, Project Presentation is FINALLY over~

2007-08-06T21:17:00.000+08:00

hehe.. cant wait to blog...

my project Presentation just ended today and...

im EXTREMELY RELIEVED!! :)

been so busy and overly stressed recently, till i think i lost weight already.. haha. dunno if im exaggerating or wad.. . but that's ME !!

oh yar.. abt the Hey!Gorgeous!!

my Senior, Wentao get into the semi-finals!! The Mediacorp artistes came to our school and im so proud that my senior get selected!! if possible, i will go and support her during the Semi- finals.. which is held at the BEACH!!!

Here is her photo.. gorgerous, yeah?!

woo~~!! i hope she will be the champion!!

before i forget.... another very surprising news!!!

MY PHOTO is inside the I-Weekly Magazine, Pg 99 !!

ya...its abt the Hey! Gorgeous! again...

haha... dunno why they choose to put my photo since there are soooo many nominees from respective polytechnics & universities down there... actually, i dunno that my photo is inside, till i get to knoe it from my cousin & friends.. lol. funny sia~ was really surprised....lucky the comments are good..

if not i will confirm damn malu!! haha~~

by the way.. today after presentation... went to AMK k-box to sing with yehching, ham, gimhunt and kelvin !!

enjoyed myself very much today...

yawn~!! im so tired after sleepless nights, doing project...

A very goodnite, guys :)

~Exams & Projects~

2007-07-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

Exams & Projects are driving mi crazy!!!

that's y i rarely blog nowadays :( i dun have enough time!!

cos everyday, i will be doing project for the whole day...worse of all, i dunno how to do... spend lots of time figuring how to come up with the codes and all :(

anyway, thanks to those who had been helping mi though :)

u guys, are great!!

hope i can finish the project as soon as possible, so that i can focus & start studying forn my upcoming exams...

sadly,the exams will end ONLY after the 30th August!! so most probably, wun spend much time blogging during this period....

ting ah, JIAYOU!!

PS: hehe.. my friends, stay tuned yeah? :) haha..

~thanks~

2007-07-17T21:59:00.000+08:00

didnt knoe wad to post for the title of my entry.... so pardon mi for using thanks, thanks & thanks again... :)

desmond, thanks for ya accompany to the doctor...:P

waited for abt 45 mins till it's my turn!!! so long sia... being impatient, i told desmond that i dun wan to wait already...

well, that's mi... haha:)

haha.. persuaded mi to wait for a few minutes... and so i waited...

finally its my turn... den after the consultation from the doctor, had to wait for another 30 mins for the medicine....

so moral of the day is.....

next time, dun ever visit the polyclinic again..

PS: haiz... so damn tired these days... perhaps too stressed already... take care, everyone..

~thanks~

2007-07-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

thanks for the donuts :)

perhaps u queued for a long time at Raffles Ciy..

really appreciate tt though :P

they're GREAT :)

~Busy... Busy.... Busy~

2007-07-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

it's such a Busy Week for mi!!

no time for mi to waste...there's so much things left for mi to do... projects and exams are driving mi crazyyy...

YES!! CRAZY... :(

next week, i will be having 3 tests... oh well :(

this week is a CRAZY week as well... i met 3 ANNOYING strangers on diff days.. and they are SOOO IRRITATING!! met one at bus stop again.... one in school... and another one in the MRT!!

I FEEL LIKE PUKING EVERYTIME i thought about these scenerios......

Felicia was with mi when the MRT stranger keep on staring at mi for PRACTICALLY NO REASON... . At first, i thought that perhaps im thinking too much... but well, when Felicia & me alighted at Bugis, she told mi that she was feeling so damn uneasy and if i had noticed that PERVERTIC man who kept on stealing glances at mi..

Oh WELL, of course i did...and it made my hair stand!!!

haiz.. these days feel sooo VEX & stressed abt studies & projects and THESE IRRITATING strangers are making mi so Damn annoyed...

LEAVE MI ALONE !!!!!!!!!!

~smt to de-stress~

2007-07-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

feeling so damn stressed... so did some personal quizes... here are the results:

You Are Destined to Struggle With Your Weight

Like most people, you find it a little difficult to stay at at weight you're comfortable with.
If you change a few habits and make food less important, you may find the struggle hardly exists anymore.

Are You Destined To Be Overweight?

You are a Total Romantic

For you, love is like a fairy tale.
Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie.
Problem is, you sort of want all three.

You bring the spark in the relationship
In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning
Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

that's all... back to work :)

~* *~

2007-07-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, words can be so so hurtful..

~Pain~

2007-07-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

was late for lesson again.. late for abt 5 mins.. then the teacher didnt mark my attendance... hai sad...

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well today, when i was at the bus stop near my house, waiting for my bus,162 as usual...

got this guy, asked mi if i knoe which bus could bring him to sembawang interchange... i said i dunno.. and so i pointed to the notice-board, or rather the bus directory board.... i tot we will end the conversation just like that... cos he's just a stranger anyway...

was smsing my friend... again, that guy came to where i was standing, and asked mi for my contact number..., i said "No" den he was mumbling smt like... be friends also cannot meh, so dao, how are u and etc....... and of cos, i ignored him..

this is not the first time i had experienced such a similar scenerio though.. but i felt super uneasy and irritated everytime whenever strangers asked for my number..

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PS: i didnt knoe tt it hurts u..besides sorry, i dunno wad else for mi to say... i didnt think until so far-fetched... no matter wad.. at least, i hope we can still be friends ... that's the only wish i wished for, everyday.... :'( do u knoe that every night when my phone rings, i looked forward to hearing ya voice? but as always...im disappointed... haiz..

**by hurting u, im bringing pain to myself too**

~shopping on last friday~

2007-07-04T21:51:00.000+08:00

accompanied Raymond to shopping.. he said he wanna buy clothes from Bugis.. so we went Bugis right after school..

haha..every friday, i ended lesson at 6pm, whearas his lesson ended at 5pm so he waited for mi, as usual :)

hehe... in the mrt, i was telling Ray that it's the last friday of the month so orchard will be having midnite sale.. so we decided to go Bugis, and after which go to Orchard...

shopping at Bugis street is a futile trip.. he didnt buy any clothes cos they were not to his liking..haha in the end, again, im the one who bought something instead.. haha 4 pairs of earings

:P thanks for helping mi to choose... im indecisive at times...:)

i was hungry... had cravings for Ajisen.. Ray didnt mind eating at Ajisen.. but the Ajisen at Bugis, was so crowded.. so we decided to go the Ajisen at Orchard... :)

sadly, upon reaching there... the Ajisen at Orchard was even more crowded!! however, Raymond said that the queue is not tt long.. and so we waited..

hehe.. waited for abt 30 mins...finally it's our turn!!

here is our food :P

yummy!! :)

haha... delicious!! :P

my heels is hurting me!! awww... so we chatted for quite some time before shopping again at orchard... had a pleasant time chatting over silly & funny stuffs..

PS: thanks for the treat!! but next time, dun keep on insisting to treat mi , ok? i will bu hao yi si de.... next time, let mi treat u, instead.. deal? it not, next time i dun dare to go shopping with u.. in case u treat mi again :P

~Gastric Pain~

2007-07-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

supposedly, had presentation today at 3.10pm..

but im having such a terrible gastric pain that i went pale...

told the teacher that im not feeling well, and he said he will re-schedule another appointment for mi next week...

~im becoming like Panda!!!~

2007-07-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

i feel so damn stress!!

tests & projects are driving mi crazy!!

tml, i've got to present my project and i just knew abt it!!

it's been days, that i slept for only a few hours!! im so dead exhausted :(

some of the guys are saying im becoming more & more like panda... dunno if they are teasing mi or not... haha sad case :(

supposedly had to stay up to prepare for my presentation by using powerpoint.. but im too tired to do so..

tml going to wake up super early to complete my ppt!!

nite everyone:P

~my VB test is over!!~

2007-06-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

hey friends, i've been nominated 2 days ago, thus i need all of ya support !! haha so if u are free, drop by to :

http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/baberating.php?uid=223

hehe.. oh ya, by the way, there's a limit that u can vote up to 10 votes per day only :)

thanks in advance for supporting mi all along.. love u guys!! muacks :P

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anyway, my VB test is just over... coming along will be IPTnet Test and DBMS test!!!
woo~~ everything is packed with studies, tests and projects...that's poly life or rather routine :)

i miss shopping trips, Ktv sessions, chatting over Oh-so-funny topics ... tt made mi laugh till i cry!!! :P

i miss eating APPLE STRUDEL :P

haha.. k i gtg le..

rushing for project!!

** i miss u so much **

~~*i wonder if u miss mi too*~~

~VB test tml~

2007-06-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

haha photos to make mi de-stress :)

my lovely, Huini and mi :)

she makes my day go... wahahahaha:) luffing non-stop!!

see? i just couldn't stop luffing.... this is jennifer and mi :P how come my body is gone?? left with my head hangging over there..

felicia and mi:)

happy me :P

YES, us!!!

arg~ exams!! i hate them..

in poly, almost every week, there's always tests... every semester, there will be either one project or two...esp this period of time... the stress is over-bearing!!

haha i still remembered last year, when i was during this period of time... i kept on crying.. cos i dunno how to do the project... computer codes are driving mi nuts... everyday, i just stared at the computer, figuring how to place the codes but then the program still couldnt run.. i also dunno how i manage to survive... haha but then must thanks, weibin for helping mi with the codes for the whole week!!

actually, im alwaes so fortunate to have so many friends to be there when i needed them... they are ALWAYS around, YUP!!

i've got my galfriends when i feel like shopping....and i too, got my boyfriends when i feel like exercising, revising for work, and needed help in academic matters... they listened to my relationship problems, consoled mi......and their precious advices :) wahaha, they alwaes made mi feel very very much better...

im indeed very very blessed to have such a cosy family and so so so so MANY friends :)

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after sch, Felicia & i went to AMK hub to relax.. was feeling so damn stressed... every nite is alwaes study study study.... and after tml, i will be rushing for my project already...

bought 3 pairs of heels!!! and 2 t-shirts :) Felicia was thinking that i was insane or smt when i really bought 3 pairs of heels.. haha.. she was laughing like crazy..den i manage to persuade her and she too, bought a pair..

lol, she said that no wonder it's a norm that people call mi 大小姐 or drama Queen :)

tata~

k back to study now :)

~ting, is Back!!~

2007-06-25T01:07:00.000+08:00

happy 18th Birthday, Javin!!! all the best in wadever you do :)

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Javin,
happy birthday to you!!!!!!!!!

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been so stressed up with the upcoming exams and projects..... and oh, sux !! schooling starts tml :( and had been so vexed these few days, over relationships and i feel im so so dumb...

haha yup..now den i realise that if he reali loves mi for who i am, he will come and find mi :) if he dont, den it means i've fallen for the wrong guy, in the first place... if so, i deserve a much much better guy :) i also finally realised that it's no use if i keep on thinking abt him... and so on..

what's yours... will be yours, in the end :) right? so no point thinking abt all these, in the first place...

maybe i got PMS, that's y so emo these days :)

or perhaps, it's been days and so, .... yup im feeling much much better already... no matter wad happens, i will alwaes be strong cos i got lots of support from family and of coz my beloved FRIENDS !!! :)

PS: wahah..thank you for saying i look much better in person!!thank you for saying im pretty..and thank you for the chocolates, u definitely made mi smile... a v big smile, indeed :P
haha.. to daddy, thanks for buying durians for mi.. just because i got cravings for it.. love u :)

~我们怎么了~

2007-06-24T01:11:00.000+08:00

歌手：S.H.E 歌曲：我们怎么了

落泪以前
再看一眼你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活
你的笑脸还在胸前晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕血
如果我们继续向前走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险

我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了诚实的背后
是否住着伤口
我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否能让什么复活

明明从前
连真挚都很甜美
现在怎会说句话就能肿一边
我搞不懂
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否住着伤口

我想不透
我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后是否能让什么复活

我们怎么了
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**been busying,keeping myself preoccupied...
that's the onli thing tt can stop mi from thinking about you...**

Love hurts.. it's so true.

~他还不懂~

2007-06-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

歌手：S.H.E 歌曲：他还是不懂

要说什么
杯子都已经空了
闭上眼睛心里下起大雪天寒又地冻
是不是到了
爱情结帐的时候
只剩下各自买单的寂寞

为什么当我推开门
他没有来拉住我
他还不懂还是不懂
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
他还不懂永远不懂
一个拥抱能代替所有
爱绝对能够动摇我
要用什么
融化这一片沉默
在四周的冷空气里叹息化成烟飘走
过去的种种在心里滚成雪球
怕还没说话泪就会先流
爱不是他给得不多
是不知道我要什么
都是背了太多的心愿
流星才会跌的那么重
爱太多心也有坠毁的时候
在第一时间拯救我

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in the afternoon, went to sch for lecture...

after lecture, went to photocopier room and printed some notes.. hope it will be useful for the upcoming exams...

Felicia accompany mi to Bishan to have lunch at Thai Express at Bishan cos i wun be having my dinner cos i have to go Kumon at 5..

chatted while we waited for our food.... and then i told her about everything abt mi and him... she was shocked when i told her abt wad the guy had said to mi...abt leaving for he said he didnt care... and did he really mean wad he said by asking me to leave for he wun make mi stay...

however, all the questions she raised.. made mi stop and think for quite awhile....

she said, "since you said that he treated u so bad, why did u still like him in the first place?"

"why do u still love him despite everything?", was the second question asked...

the third question was "what did u like in him? "

i realised i dun have any answers to all these questions..... dumbly, i kept on saying, " cause.. cause......"

but she said smt that made mi feel so much better.... that it's ok for mi not to have any answers to all those questions... cos LOVE, in fact is blind.....

thanks felicia, for being there when i needed you.. :)felt much better after confiding to u and listening to ya comments...

PS: no matter what happens in the future, i hope i will be strong enough to overcome them... i dun have the slightest hope that u will ask mi to stay... but somehow, i hope there will be a miracle.. at least, it shows how much i mean to you...

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Kumon is perhaps a perfect place for mi to heal all my heartaches.. the kids are partly the reason y the time passes so fast...

today, i marked the scripts from 4.45 pm to 11 pm.. the longest record that i marked without stopping...

3 Cheers for yiting!!haha...

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tml, im going to national library to study with Raymond... perhaps Jessica may be coming along too....

PS: im v glad to have u guys, to exercise and study with mi whenever i wan to.... im way too touched and though i didnt say anything,....i reali appreciate everything that u all tried to do, to make my happy, to keep mi company, etc whenever i need to..

~Letting go~

2007-06-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

again, i had insomia... it's been days that every nite, i did not manage to sleep well... sleep like no sleep like that...

feeling so damn restless...

anyway, later im going back school to attend lecture for the upcoming exams..... 25 percent... hai i dunno if i can survive through this module or not...

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been thinking abt lots of things........

giving someone all ya love is never an assurance that he'll love you as much as u love him.. haix it's so true..

everytime we decided to go to other places, in the end was being cancelled..being disappointed was a very familiar feeling that i had experienced everytime..sometimes, i wonder if it's another person instead of mi, would the trip be cancelled too?

sometimes i wonder how come u can treat tt someone so nice.... despite of everything that she had done, u still think of her.... showering her with love..... giving her surprises with flowers, gifts, food and etc... ya.. this is wad i called "LOVE "...

you said once that u need time... to open up to another person... i dun blame ya.. but somehow, everytime i think of how good are to her when both of u are together or as friends... it makes mi feel so damn jealous and feels so much inferior...

why u treat her just like a princess, but to mi, u seem as though u cant be bothered... the answer is very obvious, i think..

last time , i dun have the courage to say just let go.... cos i cant bare to end everything...

but now, i guess i've got the courage to say let go now... cos i dun wanna be sad... and to wait for ya sms or calls anymore...

from you, i learnt how persistant i am to love despite of everything......and how much i hate to wait....

it breaks my heart to see the one i love with someone else, but it's more painful to knoe that the one you love is unhappy with you...well, maybe to love is always to hurt deeply & not just hurt, but to destroy..

PS: i guess u will never ask mi to stay... actually i also cant believe that i still let go in the end.. but i guess, perhaps u had wanted to end this but u cant bring yrself to say that.. scared that i may be sad or smt... that's y u had been saying all these kind of things.. perhaps that's the reason.... i guess u will be glad that it's better off this way...

~Numbed~

2007-06-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

was enduring not to cry while i was in the cab, just now.... but then tears just trickled down to my cheeks, and i quickly rubbed it off my face...

i just hate to let others see my tears... cos it will only show them how pathetic i am..

actually, i dunno wads' really happening between to two of us... i really dunno.... somehow our conversation just ended abruptly...

i made an effort to speak.. but the atmosphere was way too weird... perhaps i made him irritated....cos he didnt utter a word either.. again, this is not the first time....

well... u are the only one guy that treated mi in this kind of manner... saying things like "leave if u wan to.. nobody is asking u to stay..." , "go away and leave mi alone" and etc.. . ignoring mi by not speaking to mi...nobody had treated mi like how u treated mi... almost all the guys that i know, treated me nice and everything... perhaps thats partly the reason y i feel so damn sad n depressed everytime u said and did all these... cos nobody had spoken to mi like that....

it seems that im always the one trying to make up...im not trying to say that im the victim and u are the villian... cos, it takes 2 persons to clap....

i hate to WAIT..

yar , i dun deny that im a v impatient person... i hate to wait...so dun expect mi to wait for too long... be it things or person.. cos i hate the feeling of waiting for someone or something... it makes mi feel as if im vvvv helpless ...... waiting aimlessly without knowing the outcome.....

everytime, i was looking forward to seeing u... just a glimpse of you, and im already very contented ... however, often, the outcome is not wad i expected.. and so it's also a good thing if we didnt meet up... cos this means that we wun be able to quarrel and so on....

haiz..im just too depressed to blog anymore...

~Parents' Off-Day~

2007-06-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

both of my parents did not have to go to work and thus brought my brothers and me to orchard.. .. haha :)

we parked our car at ROBINSONS...

upon reaching, we had our lunch at Pizza Hut.. then, we went to robinson.... wisma..... and taka..

parents bought 2 pairs of shoes from TIMBERLAND..... bought another 2 pairs of NIKE sports for my brother and me.. as well as clothes, socks and etc... :)

haha.. after finishing our shopping spree, we went to THAI VILLAGE SHARKFINS RESTAURANT for our dinner...

guess how much is the parking fee at ROBINSON?

8 DOLLARS !! so ex sia..

hehe.. met my auntie, uncle and Ling for dinner over THAI VILLAGE SHARKFINS RESTUARANT as well..... the food is still the same, delicious!!!

daddy ordered 8 claypots of sharkfin for each of us.... a dish of fish, stew duck claws, crabs and fried beancurds....

wahaha.. all of us was so damn full!!

haiyo, my daddy always ordered too much food... den cant finish... so we played the game, zhong ji mi ma..

haha and my youngest brother had to finish the leftovers... wahaha!!!!!!!! he so suay.. but nvm la he so skinny!! must eat more :)

.. i guess the bill is around 700 dollars... lol..

anyway, daddy and mummy reminded us that sch semester is approaching and told us that it's time for us to settle down and stay focussed on our studies already... haha.. parents are always like that :)

TODAY IS SUCH A HAPPY & ENJOYABLE DAY !!!!!!!!

~im super sad!!~

2007-06-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

IM SUPER SAD!!!!!

javin was eliminated though he sings so nice and touching...

IT'S SO UNFAIR!!!!

life is indeed unfair sometimes...

haiz.......dunno y my tears trickled down my cheeks when i saw the results show... felt quite emo, i guess...

im alwaes like that... :(

PS : javin, i hope u dun take it too hard... dun be too sad over this setback ok? well, there's alwaes lots of pple supporting u... ya buddies... ya friends :)

~Suki Buffet with cousins~

2007-06-19T00:20:00.000+08:00

wahaha today was a v happy day!!!!!

cos went buffet at Suki with my cousins, ling and Jiahui...chatted abt lots of things... cos Jiahui is 24 years old.. she just came back from United States with her husband.. her husband is now working in Bank.. and she, too was now finding a job in bank.. haha she said that different company will be better as many conflicts may arise if they are working in the same firm...

i think wad she said makes alot of sense.......

anyway, she graduated from NUS den went abroad with her husband...her husband managed to get scholarship and thus went overseas to study... u knoe wad? they had been together since my cousin was 16 years old.. so this means that they had been together for 8 years... oh, and he was her first lover....

woo~ so romantic!! they knoe each other through friends....

wahaha.. so like drama!!! im so envy of them.....awwww! so sweet...

i wonder how my story will go in the future...... hehe.. hope it will be as nice & sweet as fairytale, when the prince & the princess will live happily ever after......

haha will update photos soon!!

by the way.. today bumped into 3 of my friends...

first is serene, at taka....

den is jennifer, at wisma.......

lastly is yehching, at far east.....

woo~~~~~ so coincidental...

perhaps this is wad we called, fate.. :)

~im Exhausted~

2007-06-17T14:25:00.000+08:00

haha.. didnt knoe that jacuzzi, steam room and suana room could make mi and Yuan feel so exhausted.....

but reali.. a nice place to relax....

it could stop mi from thinking of other things...

PS: haiz... at least, i think u should give mi some explanations y u are reacting this way....

~Singapore Swimming Club~

2007-06-16T13:15:00.000+08:00

hehe... going with my cousin, Yuan to swim at Singapore Swimming Club...

haha it's near Duman High.... so i guess i have to meet Yuan and take cab together... cos firstly, they onli allow members to go in... haha i think Yuan going to sneak into the club later..aiya dun care la.. if cannot ask daddy pay lo.. he also wun mind de... hehe.... plus i dunno which bus will reach my destination..

weeeee!! it's been ages since i swim...

but then the weather not very good..i think it's going to rain soon.... so maybe we will go to the gym instead... of cos, we're going for the suana and steam room plus the jacuzzi!!!!!!!!!

wahaha.. perfect place to relax sia!!

kk.. i gtg le.. to pack my bag!! just rushed home from Kumon... Haha...

tata~~

~i felt neglected!!~

2007-06-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

i felt neglected!!

im blogging now so as to make myself feel better...

i knoe u're busy with lots of things.. studies and so on...

but taking a while to reply my sms also cannot meh? will waste alot of time ma?

u onli had time on ya studies and buddies... :(

haix.. sometimes i reali wonder if u find mi onli when u are bored...

PS: i reali felt very neglected when pple dun reply to my sms.

~my hair look the same:)~

2007-06-15T14:01:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair!!!

but i think it looks the same... just abit tidier i guess... :)hehe..

anyway, meeting my cousins, ling and jiahui for buffet lunch at Suki on next monday..

i cant wait!!!

so cute.. hello kitty.. anyway, i just realised i got alot of macdonalds hello kitty and hello daniel..haha last time when im small, i keep on throwing tantrums, wanting all that.. so my uncle went to china and bought so many pairs of hello kitty & hello daniel... got western suit de..

hehe.. i still have them!! bu she de give anyone..:P

~im cutting my hair tml :)~

2007-06-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. made an appointmet with my hair stylist, mrs Samantha at Loreal Professional Hair Salon..

haha.. last year, i permed my hair and dyed it hazel-brown..

and it cost $310!!!

haha i paid it all by myself :)

cos...i dun dare to tell my mum that i spent so much on my hair...

if not, she will nag at mi again...

but nevertheless, i still love her so damn much...

to you :

hehe.. thanks for being so sweet :) i love it...

~javin, campus superstar~

2007-06-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

javin!!! javin!!! javin!!!

i think he sang nice and got emotion lo... stupid leh the judges.. give him so low..

wahaha...don't u think so?

hehe:)

~outing with my darlings!!~

2007-06-13T14:35:00.000+08:00

these are the photos taken during my outing with my secondary sch darlings.. at Changing Appetites!! hehe :)

this piece of chocolate mouse cheese-cake is mine!!! i love chocolate!!

this piece of strawberry oreo cheese-cake is Zhirui's :)

haha... both Simin & weiting bought a Tiramisu cake each..

haha.. Christabelle chose Rum cheese-cake.. and there finally, are all our cakes!! YUMMY!! of cos, we tasted and shared our cakes... wahaha i feel so XIN FU... everytime i eat cakes or sweet things like ice-cream, it makes mi happy...

haha... photo-taking session :) in the toilet..:P

haha.. cheeky Simin, pointing at weiting's butt :P

wahaha....it's such a perfect day with my darlings!!

~Congrats Javin!!~

2007-06-13T13:47:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. rushed home just to watch Campus Superstar...

and he definitely didnt make me disappointed!!

wahaha 3 cheers for javin!!

go, go, go!! JIA YOU wor :)

please vote for him!!

~Thanks HuiNi, i love u!!~

2007-06-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

met felicia at Far East at about 3.00 pm... went shopping around that area but was super crowded!! didnt mention to see anything tt caught my attention... haha... sad case..

and after which, went to Summerhill condo for BBQ... the food was great!! sotongs, stingrays, fishballs, chicken wing, satays and etc... and i kept on eating, cos huini's mother told us not to waste food and simply because the stingray and chicken wings are too yummy!!

haha...pig leh... *oink! *oink! anyway, thanks ar guys, for barbecuing and serving the food for mi... haha i just sit there like queen like that...no need to move...

wahaha... wei, dun keep on say i DA XIAO JIE ok? haha...

by the way, really must thanks Huini and her mother!! both of them are so sweet... thanks for organising such a lovely bbq... and the chalet at Sentosa... thanks!

huini and her friends went to SENTOSA Beach Resort to check in first.. hehe.. the BBQ ended about 9.30 pm.. after which, felicia, jennifer & me took cab to Sentosa... the cab fare was so damn ex...22 dollars sia!!

haha.. upon reaching there.. haha so funny, at first we couldnt find the restaurant den we went to ask uncle.. the uncle pointed to the direction where the Sakae was and told us that he regretted eating at Sakae cos the aircon was spoilt and thus v stuffy.. LOL... we said thanks and began searching for huini and friends.. they were eating at Sakae..

hehe..den we went to the pub... so many shuai ge and so many mei nu... we just walked and looked around, that's all..

went to the resort to put my bag... it's so heavy.. haha den huini dun allow the guys to drink in the room and so the guys brought their beer and alcohol and went to the beach to drink... guess wad... some of them are dead drunk... one of them was actually being buried by the others.. i guess he was unconscious or smt.. cos he couldnt remember anything when he was awaken.. one of them felt an acute pain in stomach and thus some of them brought him to the nearby clinic..
i just dun understand y the guys like to drink....

beloved huini and i were lying on the bed, chatting, dreaming, laughing.....

***************************************************

well, the night at Sentosa was exceptionally wonderful....strolling along the b each... listening to crashing of the waves....enjoying the breeze.... the twinkling of the stars....everything that happened is just like a dream.......

how i hope the time will remain still forever at that instant.....

~BBQ & Sentosa Chalet ~

2007-06-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

BBQ at Huini's condo and then after which about 9pm , we'll setting off to Sentosa SilosO rEsort :)

hehe... later maybe going earlier to help Huini with those BBQ stuff...

wahaha!!! i still haven finish packing my bag :)

!!! gtg liao :P

~Shopping at Bugis~

2007-06-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

have you really cared for someone more than u expect?
have you tried to love him/her in spite all the pain?
will you keep on loving him/her as he/she wishpers someone else's name?
will you?

met my sweetie, Jessica after my Visual Basics quiz today so that we could have a girls' talk session together .. we've got so much to share!!

thanks for waiting for mi, darling :)

anyway, im glad that today is our last day of school... but im also sad that the holidays are onli 2 weeks and that there's just so SO much things to do... PROJECTS, ASSIGNMENTS ,EXAMS & ETC.. all due after 2 weeks break!!

no wonder, they said, life is never a bed of roses :(

went shopping at Bugis, cos it's more convenient for both of us... i bought onli a tag that displays my date of birth.. cos i find it quite unique..

after which, we spent most of the time... chatting..

i told Jess that i just dun understand why some people just like to gossip things about mi.. like saying that im popular cos im a FLIRT...im always SO FAKE and that im a BOOTLICKER...

i seriously don't knoe wad you gain from spreading all these rumours..and gossiping abt mi... you may thing it's fun but i dun see the humour... i think u are just trying to get self-esteem or something like that.. sometimes, just think before u speak, and put yourself in the shoes of the ones' that u gossip about.. if pple gossip and spread rumours abt u, do u like it?

actually, i dunno why im the target of yours... especially that i had nothing against you, and i didnt mingle with you as well...in fact, i didnt even knoe u well... so pls dun make any comments about mi ... well, the reason y u are doing all these are probably, u're jealous cos despite of everything, i've got everything and u didnt...

anyway, i dun think that im popular at all...perhaps i should say that if u wan to have or know more friends, please check ya attitude and how u treat others instead.....ooh ya, & everytime u gossip abt others, it also brings about how u carry yourself..your character and so on....get it?

by the way, jessica and i talked about relationships and we both agree that...

1) when u love someone, u dont see his faults...instead, u will endure & forgive despite of everything he had done...

2) if you love, you must not expect anything in return & must prepare to accept the pain...

3) when quarrels arise, i guess it's better for the outsiders not to interfere, as things may become much more complicated...

4) sometimes, in anger, we may say something that hurts.. & thus the other party misinterpreted the actual message.. well, everything that was said in anger is not neccessarily be the truth... saying things like " you mean nothing to mi", "i cant be bothered" , "i hate u"... etc are perhaps just a way of frustration or trying to hide the pain... in other words, despite of everything, u are still someone special in his/her heart...

5) sometimes, loving someone is just like a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed... i believe time will heal all wounds..

6)you cant choose who you gonna love, but you also cant just love the one who chooses to love you...

very true, huh?

Jess and i chatted and shopped till 10.30pm, den we decided to go home since all the shops had already been closed..

~~ tata

~Looking forward to CHalet~

2007-06-08T10:34:00.000+08:00

haha...... today i got test!!!!

gtg :)

~having dinner with my darlings~

2007-06-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

today had my Java test and im was pretty upset about it..

let's not talk abt it :(

supposedly, i was to have my tuition at Kumon with the kids.. but then i changed my mind in the end... and decided to join my darlings at Changing Appetites in Marina Square for dinner.... cos it's been such a long time since i met my secondary sch darlings for dinner...:P

maybe not tt long.... but still, i miss u all pretty much :) muacks !!

after sch, went to City Hall MRT control station to meet Simin & Zhirui(im early this time round)... and den we walked to Marina Square to continue our girls' talk and enjoy our shopping...

weiting came to meet us at Marina Square.. followed by christabelle, who came later and met us at the restaurant...

again,photos of our food will be updated after some time..

by the way, Changing Appetites offer cakes at half-price, every tuesday :P lol..

that's y we girls, chose to have our dinner at there.. :) haha..

reached home at about 11.15pm.. kk..i shall update more after i had post my photos.. im so tired..

*yawn, it's time for mi to sleep now..

~Photos :)~

2007-06-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

at last, photos update!!

Photos taken on the day we watched Pirates at cineleisure with my seniors Theodore,Xiao wei & etc... haha we sat the first row and i caught Weiting sleeping !! :P haha den i nudged her up from her beautiful sleep... wahaha..

after the movie, we went shopping for a few hours and settled down at Suki for dinner :P

these are the photos taken on that day

beloved weiting & mi :P
where am i looking? where's the camera? haha..:P

eating at Suki with weiting... and this is her food :) seems yummy!!

eeee!! weiting, u never take photos of my food?!! :P

Photos taken on 30 may

Desmond's Food.... he dun like to consume raw food... haha :P

this is my Food!! looks more appetising than Desmond's, right? haha... i think my food looks cute :P

haha... found something weird that looked like cuttlefish in Desmond's miso soup!! he dun dare to eat it.. lol :P in the end, he still ate it cos i force him to... wahaha..so funny..

T-shirts designed by my CCA :)

im looking forward to this event :P

~Shrek 3~

2007-06-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

my uncle got 2 free SHREK 3 movie tickets at VivoCity from Mercedes Benz.. he couldnt make it and thus gave it to mi and Ling...

met cousin Ling at 7.00pm at our bus stop...(we live near each other) our bus stop got 2 buses that can bring us to VIVO ...they are855 and 166.. lol.. both of us sat 855 to Vivo before, so we decided to sit 166 this time round.. haha.. so that we could know which one took a shorter time to reach there......

haha.. the journey to Vivo is long.. it took us about an hour or more to reach there...

at last, we reached our destination.. and guess the first shop we went.. haha..

CANDY EMPIRE!!!

couldnt find the honey roasted pretzels... cos it's out of stock already! y i so unlucky these days?everything tt i wanted is not available... :( haha.. but we still bought biscuits and chocolates that seemed unique and nice to us...

v soon it's about time.. the movie commenced at 9.00pm...and so we went to collect the complimentary free drinks and popcorn...

haha.. the movie is quite funny and nice.. however, i dun really enjoy cartoons that much :P cos im older already.. cartoons are meant for kids :P

anyway.. the movie ended at around 11pm..and by the time we reached home, its already 12am..

yawn, im tired...

~Vesak Day~

2007-05-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

met Jessica at 12.30pm at Bugis control station and im late as usual...

after which, we went to Mos Burger to have our brunch.. haha after which we went to shopping at bugis parco.. actually, we're supposed to study a while but we got no mood to study.... haha

hehe...we took neoprints!! cos jess didnt bring her digital camera... haha the photos were great though... :P we've lots of pose.. haha

shopping at Bugis Street was a futile trip... didnt catch anything that looked pleasant to mi... so we walked to BMG and i managed to buy a beach dress... this time, got my size!!

haha.. oh ya.. the bikinis there are also v cheap as well...the top and the bottom, together cost 45 dollars only!

again, didnt buy cos they dun have my size!! sad :(

nvm.. i still got a dress :)

~Great Singapore Sale!!~

2007-05-29T21:50:00.001+08:00

it's been such a long time since i last posted an entry because there's just so much to do... studying for tests, shopping, movies and etc... lol

Great Singapore Sale is back again!!

26 May

haha. went orchard with my cousin Ling, and was delighted when i saw this green dress at Forever 21...it's Love at First Sight!!! however, the size of the dress was Large!! and so the person helped me call Vivo and ask....but there's no stock left already!! arg... so sad..

den after that Ling accompany mi to Isetan... haha in then end, she bought a dress and a pair of heels... aw... lol was wondering if i can manage to buy anything tt i like.. cos u see, when u wan to go shopping and didnt manage to get anything... u will feel sad or something like tt.. aiya the feeling is v undescribable.. most gals will understand how i feel.. hehe..

out of the blue, i saw this black flowery dress..den i took it and was about to queue for the dressing room when suddenly, there came the annoucement.....

"sorry, we are closing now. please proceed to the cashier to pay for ya items. Thank you."

wahaha... den the salesperson dun allow us to go into the dressing room!! and so, i couldnt try on the dress.... was frantic whether to buy the dress or not... but den managed to convince myself...

girls ma.. if went shopping for whole day,& didnt buy anything... den will feel very sad ..

hehe.. so happily, i went to pay for the dress... and after that, decided to have some snacks.. and so Ling and mi went to Bread Talk to have a chat as well as to take a bite..

tata~~ feeling kinda sleepy & tired after that... so Ling & mi took bus 167 home from orchard...
by the time i reached home.. it's already 11.45pm... no matter how sleepy i am, i MUST try on the dress.. but it's too small for mi leh.. i bought extra small .. i can find in but abit too tight...

think i gonna diet soon.. if not the dress would be a waste!! haha...

28 May

went jogging today with X at Bishan Park.... cos was guilty for eating too much food these days... and i had to slim down cos of the dress... wahaha..

woke up 7am in the morning!!! aw.. it's such a miracle that a pig could wake up so early to jog!!
haha however, i lie in bed for 10 mins before washing up to meet X at my house's bus stop.. haha actually we're supposed to meet at 7.30am... but, im late...haha im a pig, u see :)

hehe... then we started jogging to Bishan Park.. upon reaching there, im already dead tired! but i gonna train harder if i wanted to slim down.... :(

after jogging, X was supposed to go for the 10am lesson but den he skipped it... haha.. den we went to eat breakfast together.... lol..

30 May

just finished Visual Basics TEST and i think i will do v badly...time management is pretty lousy and im still not used to writing codes by hang instead of using the computer.......

haix...guess i have to catch up with my studies during the holidays!

met Desmond after my Java Tutorial... hehe, thanks for waiting for lesson to end and im sorry for letting u wait..cos i've got to print some important notes :P

supposed to watch SPIDERMAN 3 with Desmond .. cos i promised him tt i will accompany him since he pei mi go watch 200 pounds... haha he watched 200 pounds twice.. i felt so guilty but then he said that it's alright...

well... we went to Cineleisure to buy the tickets for the movie but it was sold out..so we went window shopping around there.. den.. i was hungry and so i asked him wad he want for dinner... lol..guess wad is his reply?

"Sui Bian lo.."(which means anything...) lol.. i just dun understand y guys like the word "Sui Bian" so much... haha after "pestering" him for quite some time, he said he got cravings for Japanese food...

wearing high heels make my leg sore from all the walking and so... i settle on going Sakae Restaurant since it's inside Heeren... haha it saved mi from walking quite a distance... haha

i will upload some photos soon :P

after eating, we chat and shop around orchard.. and guess wad's our last destination??

BINGO, it's eating and drinking again!! wahaha, we went to the STARBUCKS near John Little and Desmond ordered his vanilla milkshake and tiramisu.. :P

the tiramisu was quite nice... but i dun really enjoy tiramisu.. cos it's bitter.. :P i prefer sweet and sour things ...

hehe... anyway thanks for sending mi to the bus stop where i could board my bus 162 :)

im dead tired :( so i should stop blogging now :) haha...

good night, everyone!!!

~RUMOURS~

2007-05-22T19:11:00.000+08:00

~*RUMOURS*~

i just dun understand all this shit..

all these rumours are driving mi crazy!!!

CRAZY!!! NUTS!!!! IM BECOMING A LUNATIC SOON!!!!

how can i concentrate with my studies cos of all this shit? i just dun understand how come some pple like to come up with all sorts of stupid things? i just dun understand!!!!

sob.. im feeling soooo SOOOO MISERABLE!!!!!!!!!

HEARTACHE!!
DEPRESSED!!!
DEMORALISED!!!

~Handphone Confiscated~

2007-05-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

~*Handphone Confiscated*~

alot of things happened today...

firstly, my recent entries in blogger are all being deleted

secondly, felt so sad... cos hp was being confiscated...

thirdly , i dunno if i managed to do well for my test...

fourthy, i was affected by some untrue rumours tt started off....

fifthly, was irritated by someone who keeps on harrassing mi...

smt good happened today though...

i passed my JAVA test, which was such a miracle cos i hated it SO DAMN MUCH :)

~Affairs of the Heart~

2007-05-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

~*Affairs of the Heart*~

im willing to have u as a friend...

if u regard mi as one too...

u're always there for mi..

so if u need a listening ear.. im willing to share mine :)

time will heal all wounds...

cos u will realise tt Love's isnt everything.

as time passed... everything will be ok..

hope to see u the old you soon... smile always :)

~Hope Jeff Revover soon~

2007-05-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

~*Hope Jeff Recover soon, 3 May*~

heard the news from James that Jeff had been admitted to hospital yesterday...i was so shocked when i knew that.. because on 30th April, right before Labour's Day, he accompanied mi to Thai Express at Bishan for supper, just right after my night class... cos i got cravings for sweet tapiocca..

anyway, went to visit Jeff today and he told mi tt he went to Sentosa with the OGLS.. and guess wad? he said that day.. everyone was playing... and though he was hungry.. none of the OGLS were hungry and so "One for all, all for one!" lol.. sick until so jialat still can joke.. so means he should be ok le ba...

the doctor said his large intestine was being twisted.. aw... guess its superb painful cos he told mi that he had endured the pain for 8 hrs and.. the pain was so acute that he finally managed to tell his parents tt he was in pain.... well, he just dun wan his parents to worry for him...

anyway... SO.. so many people went to visit him... and he felt sooo touched and Xing Fu... lol.. cos he told mi...i guess i knew exactly how he felt..

sometimes life is such an irony... u got to knoe how others cared for u at point of time when u're in pain or etc....

to Jeff:
u're such a big boy right now and so pls watch ya diet, yeah?
stop skipping yr meals!!
u dont want ya parents and friends to get worried for you yeah?
another costly lesson learnt :)
take care :)

tWinKle... twinkle little star... how i wonder where you are....

maybe.

perished.

wallow in self pity

.

where are u?

snowman.

u're drunk.

pain

love

home alone.

lost.

it 's over

bleak.

random

~peace~

reflections

*Magnanimous*

random

so happy!!

.

tears

if i see u next to never, how can we say forever?

LOL

1 july 2008

Ice-Cream at icekimo

hohoho!!

rantings...

i hate school! i hate the pple around mi...

blahhhhh..........

everyday is full of surprises, warmth, love...

FALSE FRONT

~ sch starts!! ~

~exams n project are OVER at last!~

-my life's a mess-

~*Picture tells a thousand words*~

~*Precious Memories*~

~days of SADNESS are finally ove!!~

~*Making of Pop-up Cards*~

~*feeling Moody*~

~Living in own fantasy*~

~*RaIny Day*~

~! i feel soO Happy !~

*Steamboat at Kaiming's House*

~Yummy! thanks for the Amos Cookies :)~

~working in ZOO~

~Singapore Food Exhibition~

~*Chilling Out*~

Fina/Arena Swimming WorldCUP singapore !~ :)

~Jogging in School(22 Oct)~

~ Happiness is in the air!! ~

~* moments to be cherished*~

~*cam-whoring*~

~*Wang LeeHom, i love u :)*~

~*K box at cIneLeisure*~

my new haircut!!

mY fav Movie

~*Exams finally over!!*~

~*Voting Day*~

~*Yeah, Project Presentation is FINALLY over*~

~*Exams & Projects*~

~*thanks*~

~*thanks*~

~*Busy... Busy.... Busy*~

~*smt to de-stress*~

~* *~

~*Pain*~

~*shopping on last friday*~

~*Gastric Pain*~

~*im becoming like Panda!!!*~

~*my VB test is over!!*~

~*VB test tml*~

~*ting, is Back!!*~

~*我们怎么了*~

~*他还不懂*~

~*Letting go*~

~*Numbed*~

~*Parents' Off-Day*~

~*im super sad!!*~

~*Suki Buffet with cousins*~

Magnanimous

~Picture tells a thousand words~

~Precious Memories~

~Making of Pop-up Cards~

~feeling Moody~

~RaIny Day~

Steamboat at Kaiming's House

~Chilling Out~

~cam-whoring~

~Wang LeeHom, i love u :)~

~K box at cIneLeisure~

~Exams finally over!!~

~Voting Day~

~Yeah, Project Presentation is FINALLY over~

~Exams & Projects~

~thanks~

~thanks~

~Busy... Busy.... Busy~

~smt to de-stress~

~Pain~

~shopping on last friday~

~Gastric Pain~

~im becoming like Panda!!!~

~my VB test is over!!~

~VB test tml~

~ting, is Back!!~

~我们怎么了~

~他还不懂~

~Letting go~

~Numbed~

~Parents' Off-Day~

~im super sad!!~

~Suki Buffet with cousins~

~im Exhausted~

~Singapore Swimming Club~

~i felt neglected!!~

~my hair look the same:)~

~im cutting my hair tml :)~

~javin, campus superstar~

~outing with my darlings!!~

~Congrats Javin!!~

~Thanks HuiNi, i love u!!~

~BBQ & Sentosa Chalet ~

~Shopping at Bugis~

~Looking forward to CHalet~

~having dinner with my darlings~

~Photos :)~

~Shrek 3~

~Vesak Day~

~Great Singapore Sale!!~

~RUMOURS~

~Handphone Confiscated~

~Affairs of the Heart~

~Hope Jeff Revover soon~